Sometimes I just stop for a while pondering my inceldom and this brutal realization kicks in:
Life and reality is absolutely terrifying to it's core. It's a literal horror. Animals are ripping apart each other with seemingly no end. Screams and blood flowing endlessly. Literally, even the smallest creatures like ants are waging non-stop war against each other. Even cells are predatory, ie. devouring other cells. Consumption, reproduction over and over again. It's like a field of endless violence and cruelty that keeps repeating itself.
And do you know what pains me the most? Those who have everything, ie. attractive people, do not have to care about this. You think Chad GIVES A FLYING FUCK about some random incel roping? You think Stacy has one iota of sympathy to the plight of a subhuman?
Add that to the fact that nobody's entitled to anything. IT throws this notion around annoyingly out of context but it's true. There's no rational reason why I should be entitled to happiness. ''W-well it's immoral that others have things that I want and I don't!'' Morals are human construct, that's not a rational reason. Therefore, ''it is what it is''. I got the short end of the stick and that's that. I can't take my genes to court to sue them, I can't take revenge. That's just the way it is.
Anywho, I don't know what was the ultimate cause of life, but it doesn't even matter in the end. It's an abomination either way and it should not exist. The fact that something so heinous, so full of suffering, violence, gore and brutality could arise out of literal nothingness is pretty horrifying. It makes it much more worse and scarier.
It's so easy to imagine a better place, but we are condemned to this eternal toil of desires and meaning. It's such a tragedy. Think about it, even if you made huge achievements, it will just crumble into the dust. Entropy is the only real end of anything, stars blow up, atoms decay. All the screams, torture and suffering of every living beings will be lost in the wind as heat death of the universe occurs. No sign that something ever happened in this miserable place. Either way, it will turn to nothingness like utter waste, or maybe it will start over. I don't know which is worse. There's no escape nor end, perhaps not even in death.
@hierophant
@Efiliste
Life and reality is absolutely terrifying to it's core. It's a literal horror. Animals are ripping apart each other with seemingly no end. Screams and blood flowing endlessly. Literally, even the smallest creatures like ants are waging non-stop war against each other. Even cells are predatory, ie. devouring other cells. Consumption, reproduction over and over again. It's like a field of endless violence and cruelty that keeps repeating itself.
And do you know what pains me the most? Those who have everything, ie. attractive people, do not have to care about this. You think Chad GIVES A FLYING FUCK about some random incel roping? You think Stacy has one iota of sympathy to the plight of a subhuman?
Add that to the fact that nobody's entitled to anything. IT throws this notion around annoyingly out of context but it's true. There's no rational reason why I should be entitled to happiness. ''W-well it's immoral that others have things that I want and I don't!'' Morals are human construct, that's not a rational reason. Therefore, ''it is what it is''. I got the short end of the stick and that's that. I can't take my genes to court to sue them, I can't take revenge. That's just the way it is.
Anywho, I don't know what was the ultimate cause of life, but it doesn't even matter in the end. It's an abomination either way and it should not exist. The fact that something so heinous, so full of suffering, violence, gore and brutality could arise out of literal nothingness is pretty horrifying. It makes it much more worse and scarier.
It's so easy to imagine a better place, but we are condemned to this eternal toil of desires and meaning. It's such a tragedy. Think about it, even if you made huge achievements, it will just crumble into the dust. Entropy is the only real end of anything, stars blow up, atoms decay. All the screams, torture and suffering of every living beings will be lost in the wind as heat death of the universe occurs. No sign that something ever happened in this miserable place. Either way, it will turn to nothingness like utter waste, or maybe it will start over. I don't know which is worse. There's no escape nor end, perhaps not even in death.
@hierophant
@Efiliste
