Copexodius Maximus
Mentally destroyed by reality
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- Jul 21, 2020
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When you buy a machine and it doesn't work, you can either tweak it to fix it or you can return it and they will destroy the defective product.
If I am objective about myself, my body is a completely failed defective product and should be destroyed by this logic.
I know I'm an ugly subhuman and autistic, so it's absolutely over for me in terms of ever getting married and living happily ever after (I know, it's a cope).
I'm suffering from a thyroid condition that's been destroying my mental health and making my thinking foggy.
My thyroid problem is making it hard to lose weight or even motivate myself to do anything other than my work.
This disease has literally destroyed my life. My mind used to be sharp and focused, but now it's becoming more catatonic.
My mind is deteriorating and becoming as horribly deformed as my body.
I just wish I can go back to being the way I was before, being just normal subhuman based on my looks, but even that is now a dream that seems so far away.
It is over for me, my body is a complete failure.
Rationally I know a failed specimen like me shouldn't continue to exist because it's wrong for the world to be held back, but I'm too much of a coward to rope as of now.
If I am objective about myself, my body is a completely failed defective product and should be destroyed by this logic.
I know I'm an ugly subhuman and autistic, so it's absolutely over for me in terms of ever getting married and living happily ever after (I know, it's a cope).
I'm suffering from a thyroid condition that's been destroying my mental health and making my thinking foggy.
My thyroid problem is making it hard to lose weight or even motivate myself to do anything other than my work.
This disease has literally destroyed my life. My mind used to be sharp and focused, but now it's becoming more catatonic.
My mind is deteriorating and becoming as horribly deformed as my body.
I just wish I can go back to being the way I was before, being just normal subhuman based on my looks, but even that is now a dream that seems so far away.
It is over for me, my body is a complete failure.
Rationally I know a failed specimen like me shouldn't continue to exist because it's wrong for the world to be held back, but I'm too much of a coward to rope as of now.