everyday is a incesscant battle with my self and i always lose to it because it reminds me that how my looks are very bad that i am sentenced to hell on earth forever until the day i die i wouId spend hours and hours like a mindless zombie on my laptop because i got nothing else to do because i wont participate on this fucked up rat race and get fucked in the ass by the goverment or even a foid like imagine marrying then getting fucked over and over this is what normies and bluepillers are low iq motherfuckers who dont know how to make a wise decision but for us we know everything and what lays beyond it so we basically are the top on the world if u look at it because we know how to read people without speaking to them we know what is this world and how corrupt it is and we also know that marrying is a death sentence because you will spend your whole life paying for someone who dosent care about you he just wants your money. now back to my topic i dont know where will this lonliness take me it might drive me insane but i will probably after i get a job i will cope so hard because my past years was me being a slave. i am a slave to my sexual desires and everything lol i cant even spend 5 min without my laptop before i go very insane
relatable,im too overwhelmed by this and can't articulate myself but Ill reply once my head clears down
