SuicideFuel My most brutal elementary school blackpill experience

[Deleted member 22977]

Was when a foid was giggling with her friend and teacher sent her away to find another free seat to separate them. I was the closest to her just a few steps to the side yet she went way back to the end to sit next to a mogger. Teacher and other kids noticed how she went to him even though I was the shortest route. Everyone looked at me and I wanted to rope at that moment. Btw the guy she went to later went to same HS as me and turned into a racist football hooligan, smoked weed and had trouble with police, had group fights with other clubs. He also had 3 gfs throughout hs as far as I was aware of. One was barely a becky tho, but other two were stacies. Probably slayed much more ons.

He was a chadlite, but could be chad if he hadn't shaved his brad pitt hair (football hooligans must have short hair) and ditched the weed and alchohol. I never felt any strong hatred towards him personally, he never bullied me or anything, but seeing someone like him get girls effortlessly just because he looks good despite all the shit he did infuriates me, but in general I don't have any strong feelings towards him unlike some of the kids I hated from the bottom of my soul.

However there was once I went apeshit inside myself when I saw my oneitis flirting with him. You just know that look women give to chads when they talk to them. She was looking that way up at him, I still remember that fucking look on her face like it happened yesterday. She was never his gf from what I know, but he may have hooked up with her, I have no idea. I guess I don't have his good personality (face) and charm (frame) to attract women like he did. I wonder what he does today.

 

[Deleted member 32183]

in elementary some nigger told me he didn't like my face

 

[BANG]

early elementary was the most brutal

 

[Over_this_Life]

I was bullied a lot in elementary school

 

[Deleted member 22977]

early elementary was the most brutal

It was definitely the most brutal time for me, but I didn't know about the blackpill back then to correctly interpret things that happened. After discovering incels everything made sense.

 

[Deleted member 32037]

It was definitely the most brutal time for me, but I didn't know about the blackpill back then to correctly interpret things that happened. After discovering incels everything made sense.

 

[WizardofSoda]

For girls you are like some weird alien species that for some reason is in the same classroom as her, and she can never feel attracted to. Only revulsion and fear.

 

[Deleted member 30198]

the way they look at them vs the way they look at us is one of the biggest suifuels in existence. this completely obliterates the bluepill notion that being attractive doesn't matter, it's a subconscious reaction of the body that literally proves that women will react much differently to good looking males, and it just has no counterarguments. it's just objective reality.

 

[Deleted member 28148]

I was bullied a lot in elementary school

 

[Loner94]

For girls you are like some weird alien species that for some reason is in the same classroom as her, and she can never feel attracted to. Only revulsion and fear.

Good description

 

[Deleted member 22977]

the way they look at them vs the way they look at us is one of the biggest suifuels in existence. this completely obliterates the bluepill notion that being attractive doesn't matter, it's a subconscious reaction of the body that literally proves that women will react much differently to good looking males, and it just has no counterarguments. it's just objective reality.

My eyes got opened the day I found braincels and then this forum. Everything started to make sense. Can't believe I used to be bluepilled despite the way they treated me...

 

[GermaniaIncelia]

i used to hate the guys who actively physically assaulted me in elementary school. but their actions were not nearly as devastating and hurtful as those of the foids. and foids would physically assault me before any male did. they merely reacted to the foids getting upset over me and from then on as far as I could tell just rode the train for brownie points with the foids.

i even gave the foids the benefit of the doubt that they merely misunderstood the context of the situation. but that wasn't the case. they were all a bunch of criminals deserving of capital punishment. the very fact that these people can do these things and get away with these crimes is definite proof that society is worthy of total destruction and not a single individual in it deserving to be spared.
when they started chasing chads during puberty i should have just went through with killing all of them in retrospective. it was a huge mistake not to because as child you still get some leeway.

 

[Deleted member 26358]

In early elementary school I had severe eczema, it made my hands bleed

 

[Nigerlozi]

For girls you are like some weird alien species that for some reason is in the same classroom as her, and she can never feel attracted to. Only revulsion and fear.

brutal blackpill

 

[AfricanKing]

Yeh this happened alot