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Adam_was_lonley

Adam_was_lonley

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This happened somewhere around 9th grade.
At the time, between grades 5-8 i had a certain group of classmates. I knew those normies for 4 years, so therefore, i naturally was used to them. the girls in that class were typical stacies. I was bullied by 2 girls pretty badly, and that was one of the things that made my punny little ass become the filth that i am today, and the filth that foids consider me to be.


So when i got to 9th grade, in entered high school, previously being a middle schooler(idk about yall thats how school works in my country). And with high school, i got paired up amongst a pair of brand new normies. Before the first day, i kept imagining in my head what my new classmates could look like. What i couldnt see coming is the fact that more than 70% of said class, were wahmen.:shock::shock: (i apologise for all of this extramess) i wanted to give context.
And struck me as even more odd is that i ended up with phacken pretty ones aswell. only 2-3 were ugly. So i imagined shooting my shot with some of them in the fututre, but at this time i wasnt aware of the backpill, and didnt realise that im hideous and i dont deserve to breathe. + im also a fucking GrAYcell.

One of these foids, lets call her "X", i didnt like her at first. She didnt seem interested in me and ugly. But for a reason that even today i cannot fathom, during the end of said school year i started liking her. NOT TO FOID WORSHIP but she may not have been the most prettiest girl, she definetly was the most feminine. She had a bitchy feminine walk, having her wrist back as she walked. Her hair is curly, clean, and silky. I want to lick her skin its so beautiful aswell:ahegao::ahegao::ahegao::ahegao::feelsohh::feelsohh::feelsohh::feelstastyman:

Now, obviously she fucking hates my guts. BUT the reason i like her so much is because SHE IS THE ONLY WOMAN I EVER KNOW THAT LAUGHS AT MY JOKES:soy::soy::soy:!!!!!!!!!!!!SOYSOSYOSYOSYOS
I once remember once, me, being the GrAYautisticcell that i am,i said out loud in class, for no fucking reason "i hear voices in my head". The whole class went silent. but she giggled. AND SHE DEFINETLY GIGGELED AT MY JOKE, AND NOT AT THE FACT THAT IM A FUCKING RETARDED FAGOOT:soy::soy::soy::soy::soy::soy::soy::soy: im so sorry for writting this this is awfull.

OK. The blackpilled stuff actually starts here:
This happened in gym class. i was sitting by, me and others that didnt have equipment. And long story short, i was on my phone chatting with some one. This other foid kept on trying to steal my phone cuz she was dared by her freinds, this went on for a bit. I got really emotional, like the pussy little fucking gay retarded niggeroid faggot that i was and still am, I RAN OUT CRYING. I heard laughters in my back. And the laugh of X was very audible.

I was outside of the gym like a fucking freak.

FEDS OF THE ONE WORLD ISRAELI GOVERMENT, IF YOU ARE WATCHING THIS, I WILL SHOOT UP MY SCHOOL (IN MINECRAFT)
ALL HAIL TRENCHCOAT MAFIA I HATE THE INDUSTRIAL SOYCIETY:soy: I LOVE DYLAN KLEBOLD I HATEWOMEN I LOVE ADAM LANA ERIC HARRIS THAT ONE GUY FROM MEXICO THAT SHOOT UP AN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL I FORGOR HIS NAME DEATH TO THE INDUSTRIAL SOCIETY I WISH MY DAD WASNT AN ALCOHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!

im sorry you had to read this. anyway im a GrAY. im a weirdooooo. wth am i doing in hiya. i don belong heeeeeeeeeee
sad monkey GIF by BBC Earth
 
This was tough to read
 
Typical GrAY shit
 
most well structured GrAYcel thread
 
Why can't these evil people just be executed by god or by whatever entity that supposedly controls it all? Life is so unfair.
 
Why can't these evil people just be executed by god or by whatever entity that supposedly controls it all? Life is so unfair.
life is unfair. And God knows that.
The reason women are so cruel is because its biologically normal for them to be. When Eve ate the apple, God cursed females to be a hastle to deal with.
Watch this for more:

View: https://youtu.be/o_2088aX2XM
 
Have you ever considered suicide OP? If you do one day, I hope you go through it.
 
i wanna jack off rn
Save it for the mornings in the shower so you are ready for school / work / whatever with a clear mind, or it will steal your energy through masturbation and possibly pornography viewing for longer then 10 minutes
 
Save it for the mornings in the shower so you are ready for school / work / whatever with a clear mind, or it will steal your energy through masturbation and possibly pornography viewing for longer then 10 minutes
i dont shower
 
stupid post that serves no purpose, stop being a retarded faggot
 
This happened somewhere around 9th grade.
At the time, between grades 5-8 i had a certain group of classmates. I knew those normies for 4 years, so therefore, i naturally was used to them. the girls in that class were typical stacies. I was bullied by 2 girls pretty badly, and that was one of the things that made my punny little ass become the filth that i am today, and the filth that foids consider me to be.


So when i got to 9th grade, in entered high school, previously being a middle schooler(idk about yall thats how school works in my country). And with high school, i got paired up amongst a pair of brand new normies. Before the first day, i kept imagining in my head what my new classmates could look like. What i couldnt see coming is the fact that more than 70% of said class, were wahmen.:shock::shock: (i apologise for all of this extramess) i wanted to give context.
And struck me as even more odd is that i ended up with phacken pretty ones aswell. only 2-3 were ugly. So i imagined shooting my shot with some of them in the fututre, but at this time i wasnt aware of the backpill, and didnt realise that im hideous and i dont deserve to breathe. + im also a fucking GrAYcell.

One of these foids, lets call her "X", i didnt like her at first. She didnt seem interested in me and ugly. But for a reason that even today i cannot fathom, during the end of said school year i started liking her. NOT TO FOID WORSHIP but she may not have been the most prettiest girl, she definetly was the most feminine. She had a bitchy feminine walk, having her wrist back as she walked. Her hair is curly, clean, and silky. I want to lick her skin its so beautiful aswell:ahegao::ahegao::ahegao::ahegao::feelsohh::feelsohh::feelsohh::feelstastyman:

Now, obviously she fucking hates my guts. BUT the reason i like her so much is because SHE IS THE ONLY WOMAN I EVER KNOW THAT LAUGHS AT MY JOKES:soy::soy::soy:!!!!!!!!!!!!SOYSOSYOSYOSYOS
I once remember once, me, being the GrAYautisticcell that i am,i said out loud in class, for no fucking reason "i hear voices in my head". The whole class went silent. but she giggled. AND SHE DEFINETLY GIGGELED AT MY JOKE, AND NOT AT THE FACT THAT IM A FUCKING RETARDED FAGOOT:soy::soy::soy::soy::soy::soy::soy::soy: im so sorry for writting this this is awfull.

OK. The blackpilled stuff actually starts here:
This happened in gym class. i was sitting by, me and others that didnt have equipment. And long story short, i was on my phone chatting with some one. This other foid kept on trying to steal my phone cuz she was dared by her freinds, this went on for a bit. I got really emotional, like the pussy little fucking gay retarded niggeroid faggot that i was and still am, I RAN OUT CRYING. I heard laughters in my back. And the laugh of X was very audible.

I was outside of the gym like a fucking freak.

FEDS OF THE ONE WORLD ISRAELI GOVERMENT, IF YOU ARE WATCHING THIS, I WILL SHOOT UP MY SCHOOL (IN MINECRAFT)
ALL HAIL TRENCHCOAT MAFIA I HATE THE INDUSTRIAL SOYCIETY:soy: I LOVE DYLAN KLEBOLD I HATEWOMEN I LOVE ADAM LANA ERIC HARRIS THAT ONE GUY FROM MEXICO THAT SHOOT UP AN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL I FORGOR HIS NAME DEATH TO THE INDUSTRIAL SOCIETY I WISH MY DAD WASNT AN ALCOHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!

im sorry you had to read this. anyway im a GrAY. im a weirdooooo. wth am i doing in hiya. i don belong heeeeeeeeeee
sad monkey GIF by BBC Earth
So, sorry for being a jester. BUT 600 VIEWS LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOO
 
Have you ever considered suicide OP? If you do one day, I hope you go through it.
you are an arsshole we are ment to help each other your no better than the normies and chads
 
does he sound like a grey infiltrator? what parts of his story sound like a infiltraitor?
The fact that they banned himself means he was just here to troll and got bored quickly.
 
Cover your ears am gonna say it























9/11 happened on a Tuesday
 
The fact that they banned himself means he was just here to troll and got bored quickly.
the reason why he banned himself is probably because he may have commited suicide and it may be your fault for telling him to do so. And by the way I think your the grey infiltrator that has fooled everybody.
 
the reason why he banned himself is probably because he may have commited suicide and it may be your fault for telling him to do so. And by the way I think your the grey infiltrator that has fooled everybody.
Shh nigga Meme Generator - Imgflip
 
I would have smacked the shit out of the foids bullying you. I dont even care if their orbiters beat me up.
This is some real ERfuel
 
I would have smacked the shit out of the foids bullying you. I dont even care if their orbiters beat me up.
This is some real ERfuel
LOL XD thanx dude, your better than my so called friend who would beat the crap out of me if I hurt a female who clearly treated be bad
 
you are an arsshole we are ment to help each other your no better than the normies and chads
You know I've been thinking about this for a while and you're right man. Regardless of whether he was a fakecel or not, it didn't look like he was in the right headspace. It was not cool to tell him to kill himself. I apologize.
 
You know I've been thinking about this for a while and you're right man. Regardless of whether he was a fakecel or not, it didn't look like he was in the right headspace. It was not cool to tell him to kill himself. I apologize.
I accept your appology
 

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