I have been so severely disappointed by people over and over again. I remember old situations in which I liked girls from my class.
There were moments when I started talking to them. At first I thought that maybe something would happen and that we could possibly be friends.
Unfortunately, it happened again and again that these people laughed at me behind my back and didn't take me seriously.
This has happened to me so often that I have had trouble acknowledging people as nice.
When they are nice to me, I always think that they don't actually take me seriously and are making fun of me.
It was also bad to let boys from my school humiliate me.
Once they took me to the toilet and threw me on the floor.
My phone fell into the urinal and it was really disgusting.
the whole school saw it.
or when a couple of older boys knocked me to the ground and stood on my head.
I cried extremely until a teacher found me.
I couldn't say anything and didn't want to because I was ashamed.
I never complained out of shame.
I was so ashamed of being the victim.
My mother always said it was my fault that I was bullied so badly.
She herself always brought me down.
She also made fun of my hump and my appearance, just like my stepfather.
There was also a situation in elementary school where my classmates threw all of my sports gear into the trash can and hid it all over the gym.
My mother came to school and made an announcement.
still nothing helped.
I was always the victim of bullying.
It was bad that the pretty girls always noticed how I was being humiliated.
Once a couple of boys held me and asked girls to punch me in the stomach.
Can you imagine how humiliating something like that is?
There were moments when I started talking to them. At first I thought that maybe something would happen and that we could possibly be friends.
Unfortunately, it happened again and again that these people laughed at me behind my back and didn't take me seriously.
This has happened to me so often that I have had trouble acknowledging people as nice.
When they are nice to me, I always think that they don't actually take me seriously and are making fun of me.
It was also bad to let boys from my school humiliate me.
Once they took me to the toilet and threw me on the floor.
My phone fell into the urinal and it was really disgusting.
the whole school saw it.
or when a couple of older boys knocked me to the ground and stood on my head.
I cried extremely until a teacher found me.
I couldn't say anything and didn't want to because I was ashamed.
I never complained out of shame.
I was so ashamed of being the victim.
My mother always said it was my fault that I was bullied so badly.
She herself always brought me down.
She also made fun of my hump and my appearance, just like my stepfather.
There was also a situation in elementary school where my classmates threw all of my sports gear into the trash can and hid it all over the gym.
My mother came to school and made an announcement.
still nothing helped.
I was always the victim of bullying.
It was bad that the pretty girls always noticed how I was being humiliated.
Once a couple of boys held me and asked girls to punch me in the stomach.
Can you imagine how humiliating something like that is?
