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shynesskills
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I’d like to be a grown up so much.
But I’m a kids mind trapped in an adults body.
I still got childhood trauma and need for love, but my desire tells me that I got to be envious and frustrated, because I don’t get girls or women, that I don’t even deserve.
And it frightens me to the max that there might be no way out.
What if I was unlovable for life?
What if it is just all genes?
How did I deserve this…
I want to get out of it
But I’m a kids mind trapped in an adults body.
I still got childhood trauma and need for love, but my desire tells me that I got to be envious and frustrated, because I don’t get girls or women, that I don’t even deserve.
And it frightens me to the max that there might be no way out.
What if I was unlovable for life?
What if it is just all genes?
How did I deserve this…
I want to get out of it