The inevitable has happened.. my sister's 19yo daughter, who I've known since she was a tiny baby a few hours old, brought a "boyfriend" to the spring BBQ at cuckachu manor this year.
I always host a big extended family BBQ at my house in the springtime, once the ground has dried out after the winter and the trees all have leaves on them again. My family are all mostly city kids who rent apartments, and after winter in the city they love coming out here and touching grass, throwing sticks for the dog, watching the sun set behind a hill with trees on it and "getting away from it all." My house is pretty big because property is cheap where I am. So I have spare bedrooms for the ones who need to stay overnight. And I know how to host a BBQ, set up an environment where people have fun, I don't beat them over the head with my inceldom all the time like a reeeing teenager.
I like doing this, it forces me to maintain standards and keep my house nice, not let beer bottles pile up on the living room floor, not let porn tabs pile up on my browser.
I also unironically like hanging out with my family, most of them are good people. Even though the dating and eventual marriage of first my older sister, and then my younger sister, served up some pretty heavy blackpills to me back in the day.
Fortunately for me, they all seem to like me and like hanging out at my place. I've never muttered and seethed about blackpill, hypergamy, toilets in their presence, things might be different if I had. I think they all see my single life as just part of the furniture now, it must be something he chose and what he wants, right?
These days I'm mostly content to just let them think that. When I was young and stupid I had a big cry crywank about my inceldom in front of my parents and sisters. It didn't accomplish anything, it didn't make me feel better, and thinking about it now just embarrasses me tbh. That was a long time ago when we were all teenagers and it doesn't seem to be relevant to them any more.
Miss 19 was the first baby in my life and I've known her since she was a tiny red sleeping thing a few hours old. I've been very thankful to be an involved uncle in my niece's and nephew's lives, as I get older I value that more and more as one of the best things I have.
But I have always known in the back of my mind, that if I'm still around when this younger generation get to dating and fucking age, that is probably going to hit hard, a similar experience to when first my peers and then my sisters started getting it, and I saw that that simply wasn't happening for me.
NGL though I don't hate my niece's BF. He's a shy, shambling, low-T nerd who tries pretty hard to please people. She looks like some of the girls in recent Levi's marketing... if I posted a pic of the two of them together, it might give incels hope. Or it might not. Anyway I won't, because it's probably against the rules, and also I don't want to doxx them or myself. She may monkey-branch to a more Chad-like option sooner or later. Or she may not... aspie tendencies are a trend in our family and all the girls seem to like low-T nerds.
So overall, it wasn't the bitter pill I was anticipating. I fully expect that the next time I'm feeling a bit down, this will rear it's head as an issue and a key plank of the things ive missed out on. But for now, things are good. On the whole, continuing to have family around has been a good thing for me.
That's it, that's the whole story. Thanks for reading brocel. Peace.
I always host a big extended family BBQ at my house in the springtime, once the ground has dried out after the winter and the trees all have leaves on them again. My family are all mostly city kids who rent apartments, and after winter in the city they love coming out here and touching grass, throwing sticks for the dog, watching the sun set behind a hill with trees on it and "getting away from it all." My house is pretty big because property is cheap where I am. So I have spare bedrooms for the ones who need to stay overnight. And I know how to host a BBQ, set up an environment where people have fun, I don't beat them over the head with my inceldom all the time like a reeeing teenager.
I like doing this, it forces me to maintain standards and keep my house nice, not let beer bottles pile up on the living room floor, not let porn tabs pile up on my browser.
I also unironically like hanging out with my family, most of them are good people. Even though the dating and eventual marriage of first my older sister, and then my younger sister, served up some pretty heavy blackpills to me back in the day.
Fortunately for me, they all seem to like me and like hanging out at my place. I've never muttered and seethed about blackpill, hypergamy, toilets in their presence, things might be different if I had. I think they all see my single life as just part of the furniture now, it must be something he chose and what he wants, right?
These days I'm mostly content to just let them think that. When I was young and stupid I had a big cry crywank about my inceldom in front of my parents and sisters. It didn't accomplish anything, it didn't make me feel better, and thinking about it now just embarrasses me tbh. That was a long time ago when we were all teenagers and it doesn't seem to be relevant to them any more.
Miss 19 was the first baby in my life and I've known her since she was a tiny red sleeping thing a few hours old. I've been very thankful to be an involved uncle in my niece's and nephew's lives, as I get older I value that more and more as one of the best things I have.
But I have always known in the back of my mind, that if I'm still around when this younger generation get to dating and fucking age, that is probably going to hit hard, a similar experience to when first my peers and then my sisters started getting it, and I saw that that simply wasn't happening for me.
NGL though I don't hate my niece's BF. He's a shy, shambling, low-T nerd who tries pretty hard to please people. She looks like some of the girls in recent Levi's marketing... if I posted a pic of the two of them together, it might give incels hope. Or it might not. Anyway I won't, because it's probably against the rules, and also I don't want to doxx them or myself. She may monkey-branch to a more Chad-like option sooner or later. Or she may not... aspie tendencies are a trend in our family and all the girls seem to like low-T nerds.
So overall, it wasn't the bitter pill I was anticipating. I fully expect that the next time I'm feeling a bit down, this will rear it's head as an issue and a key plank of the things ive missed out on. But for now, things are good. On the whole, continuing to have family around has been a good thing for me.
That's it, that's the whole story. Thanks for reading brocel. Peace.
