Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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God damn it sucks to be bad at everything. Ok, maybe not even bad, just not good at anything. Not math or programming or any of that smart stuff. Not art or writing or any of that creative stuff. Not stuff that requires dexterity, like crafting ang making shit, being generally ... not clumsy and actually good with your hands. I couldn't fucking cut with scissors properly in kindergarten. I still draw worse than a kindergartener etc... And I feel like it takes me longer than others to figure out math or programming shit, and I make mistakes others just don't, my brain gets stuck way too long on details that are obvious to others. And with the way I've rotted for so long and avoided human interaction, I'm not even good at speaking or writing anymore, even though I was good at that as a kid in class. Now I legit fucking sound like an Alzheimer's patient. I keep making mistakes like saying one word when thinking another, or what I literally did yesterday, I switched the first letter of words, like I said "mass of gilk" instead of glass of milk (that's just an example, not what I actually said).
Sure, you can invest a lot of time into something and become good at it, but never as good as people gifted at it, and it will take you x10 the effort and time just to be mediocre.
Fuck, I guess a life of wageslavery awaits me. Fuck, the personification of a waste of oxygen I am.
Sure, you can invest a lot of time into something and become good at it, but never as good as people gifted at it, and it will take you x10 the effort and time just to be mediocre.
Fuck, I guess a life of wageslavery awaits me. Fuck, the personification of a waste of oxygen I am.
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