Therapywasaaste
"When I look in the mirror, I throw up."
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This is an updated copy paste of an older thread I made because I am feeling the same. I feel like this the majority of the time but right now the feeling has become overwhelming.
I think I'm gonna be alone forever. The world sees me as undeserving of romantic love and spoiled by the other good things I have but none of that is worth it if I have to live a miserable loveless life. I can't stop thinking about this continuing. I keep thinking things will get better but the never do and then I'm back to feeling like this.
Even when I find others to interact with, it's clear that I'm (I couldn't think of a way to end that sentence.) And those "relationships" never last. I'm always the odd man out. Even when I have that it's barley any interaction and after that I'm alone. Most of the time I have no one, and I never have a girl.
I feel like crying but I haven't. I don't know how to explain what I'm thinking.
It's all the same.
Pic unrelated.
I think I'm gonna be alone forever. The world sees me as undeserving of romantic love and spoiled by the other good things I have but none of that is worth it if I have to live a miserable loveless life. I can't stop thinking about this continuing. I keep thinking things will get better but the never do and then I'm back to feeling like this.
Even when I find others to interact with, it's clear that I'm (I couldn't think of a way to end that sentence.) And those "relationships" never last. I'm always the odd man out. Even when I have that it's barley any interaction and after that I'm alone. Most of the time I have no one, and I never have a girl.
I feel like crying but I haven't. I don't know how to explain what I'm thinking.
It's all the same.
Pic unrelated.