an adult now... uhm, before i ask more questions are you fine talking about personal stuff here?
Ive aleredy shared what is to share
ah, i would have read through your post history if your profile was enabled. but, i wanted to ask like... was there an accident? a birth defect? do you also see psych specialists to help deal with the mental burden/horror?
Birth defect, I look horrible
Never had problem with police, Never been hospitalized, Just endured my pain with pure stoicism for years, Finished college aswell and worked a 7+ years despite being a freak facially
they really should have helped pay for surgery.
im assuming its torn you down emotionally. a lot. have you been told estimates by surgeons for it? is there some kind of risk with blood vessels or nerves that complicates it?
Just hurts like hell half my nostril is hanging and i was told he was the best surgeon in my country, Everyone says its fine to be nice or to not help but i can clearly see its hanging and i see the trouble, I was told its all in my head all the time. When it finally collapses and i have to live with one nostril is when i will.kill myself, I been bullied for jew nose all my life, I can handle being a lil ugly but it really fucks up the face of a man, It curvrs in the middle dramatically and now after surg only one side is straight and other has returned to super crooked im waiting for an infection so i can die.
I paid the surgery myself, After college i decided to get a nosejob as it was clearly one of my failos, Too bad they fucked up that too, They refuse to give me other meds for it than normal painkillers so im in pain mentally and physically 24/7, I was a wagie for this surgery, But oy vey its over i guess imma be a jew the rest of my life in the face
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Okay normie
if it's intact and your sinus isn't exposed the infection might not come... im having a bit of trouble picturing what it would be like. healing and swelling receding also takes time... if the surgery was in the past 6 months it might still improve.
Fuck if i know, No offense at this point id rather someone just put a shotgun down my gullet and pull the trigger
I'm always here for the job
( In GTA)
are you on any medications?
Nope, Not at all.
Cope
idk. living with suicidality even if its warranted is well... going to put your life at risk, and beyond that probably lead you to making decisions that you'll regret even if they're not suicidal decisions.... and warp your... sense of self and desires. to enjoy what you can while you still have time before the end.
it might help to see a shrink as cliche as it sounds.
copium?
Ive seen a shrimp aleredy its always female and they dont understand shit of my problems and theyre 50 psychologist years old
Because you're low iq
All i do now is grind GTA online building a life there with a chad charavter and cope with that, I aleredy have so much genji stacked ingame (Money)
I uzed to enjoy drinking vodka in the forest and listen to blackmetal i didnt care if anyone saw, It was a good cope.
Now im an 80 year old 23 year old
i think my shrink is like 60 yrs old but he's a guy. he's kind of like a weird father figure to me. idk. im medicated for sleep issues and adhd according to my insurance. but ig others would try to medicate me for depression or bipolar mania and it would never work out well? i've also tried therapy but i get you in that, i've never met a relatable therapist, in the sense that.... discussing things would somehow help? (but they would just remain disorganized in my head), or idk... i think i block out whatever i don't like to think about.
ah! i like vodka mules alot! they're my favorite drink! have you tried adding hibiscus tea or syrup to one? i think salting the rim of the glass or mug also improves them. i personally like post-rock.
I blackpilled her so now she semi understands it, It took a bit of effort but i saved alot of evidence of why its hard and societal issues i didnt add the word incel or blackpilled, Now we can discuss it but i still dont feel she understand it completely you see this The rapist still gives bluepilled answers, Youve heard it before, Just go out and meet people, Any place you can meet people, I say i dont that, Well:
View: https://youtu.be/VdraJu2l_RI
Low iq
that video seems so despair inducing.
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