Venting Social Anxiety

[Stone Heart]

As I am typing this, I am at a family gathering. Every little movement, every little noise, every word and every gaze, everyone and everything makes me extremely, extremely anxious.

I have a hard time breathing as a result. My heart is racing really fast. I decided to venture outside, even though I shouldn't have. I know I'm coming off as an asshole to my uncle's for not being there at a key moment of his life (His birthday), but I can't help it.

They blame me, they see me as weak and weird. They think I'm insane. I hate myself for feeling this way. I wish I wasn't like this, I wish I was normal. I wish I could be. But this will be me for the entirety of my life. I'll never recover. I'll die all alone.

 

[Luzifer]

Dnr GrAY

 

[Lonelyus]

As I am typing this, I am at a family gathering. Every little movement, every little noise, every word and every gaze, everyone and everything makes me extremely, extremely anxious.

I have a hard time breathing as a result. My heart is racing really fast. I decided to venture outside, even though I shouldn't have. I know I'm coming off as an asshole to my uncle's for not being there at a key moment of his life (His birthday), but I can't help it.

They blame me, they see me as weak and weird. They think I'm insane. I hate myself for feeling this way. I wish I wasn't like this, I wish I was normal. I wish I could be. But this will be me for the entirety of my life. I'll never recover. I'll die all alone.

What i do is just shove food into my mouth and shut up, if they say why arent you talking, I say rudely, Well im eating cant do both, If they get angry i said, IM STILL EATING, I have food in my mouth and keep eating! NOTHING, GETS BETWEEN ME AND MY FOOD!

 

[Fisheriancel]

Unbelievably tragic first post

 

[Gutless]

Have sex with your female cousin

 

[Cletus Longthing]

Just drink monster n unleash the beast bro

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

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