Story Started college, every day is a challenge to not trigger

[Jotasso]

Holy fuck, it's been infuriating af having to see foids and chads with their faces almost screaming on disgust whenever they look at me especially since compared to any of them i'm a weirdo no matter what i do. I'm kinda able to at least ignore their judgmental eyes by reminding myself i'm in fact better than all of them despite looking shit but i just can't hold myself the same way whenever i see women (all of them are pretty af) , let alone couples. It's like a insult towards me saying "you might even be the smarter guy from your class and gifted but nothing of it matters if you're weird-looking and autistic". In fact i can't really say if it's worse with couples or women.
Sure, i'm actually happy with myself due to having time enough to realize i was never a problem and by itself it's a good thing but i'd be lying if i'd tried to say i'm not going home every night without feeling i'm the most undesirable guy from there and seeing i was doomed to this since the beginning 'cause their eyes filled with disgust whenever i'm being watched by them just reaffirm it.

"looks doesn't matter" yet i never saw a foid who would rather a ugly guy than a chad
"beauty is relative" yet i see the exact same pattern of guys being choosed-and the few ones who aren't able to match these standarts but were able to supposedly get a girl who loves him were some form of substitute
"just be yourself" yet i see guys like me being humiliated more and more just by being themselfs

it's hilarious.

 

[wordingtonian]

What college?

 

[Jotasso]

What college?

Currently learning english

 

[Jotasso]

collegecel=fakecel

feel free to think whatever you wanna then

 

[wordingtonian]

Currently learning english

which college
how did you get into the grand line with this rea d. ingcomprehension

 

[FastBlast]

What college?

Are you asking for the name of the college he attends?

 

[Jotasso]

which college
how did you get into the grand line with this rea d. ingcomprehension

i'm sleepy af at this point and honestly it takes me some time to actually interpret texts even on my native language, also i don't feel you'd know it

 

[N-Digger]

It doesn't matter if you're smarter than them. After you graduate college it'll be the Foids in the HR department rejecting your application for an unqualified Chad.

 

[Jotasso]

It doesn't matter if you're smarter than them. After you graduate college it'll be the Foids in the HR department rejecting your application for an unqualified Chad.

I'm pretty sure of that, but at the current moment it's the thing that helps me at dealing

 

[CountBleck]

in my opinion, college is a blackpill factory. your campus life will tell you directly what women think about you.

 

[lifefuel]

I'm still baffled as to why anyone on this forum goes to college. It's such a cope.

 

[meyy]

I'm still baffled as to why anyone on this forum goes to college. It's such a cope.

what else do you want us to do? fucking rot away and NEETmaxx? nigga what?

 

[Jotasso]

what else do you want us to do? fucking rot away and NEETmaxx? nigga what

 

[mcmoohyun]

Same. Now studying Aerospace Engineering and fortunately most our students are incel male. I always just look for an empty classroom and study in there to cope. Don't wanna even see bluepilled normie cucks simping and stacys and chads enjoying their time.

 

[lifefuel]

what else do you want us to do? fucking rot away and NEETmaxx? nigga what?

I'd rather rot as a NEET than studymaxx as a collegecel. But I'm old, so w.e.

 

[depressedblackcel]

I'm still baffled as to why anyone on this forum goes to college. It's such a cope.

Either that or trade school, im starting to regret going to college though.

 

[Internalizzz]

Currently learning english

imagine going to college to pursue English, hop on the stem train in true incel fashion bro, join the club

 

[Internalizzz]

Either that or trade school, im starting to regret going to college though.

linemen and skilled tradesmen make almost 3x what college graduates here do, but I'm not about to undermine the importance of education

 

[proudjokER]

College is brutal for incels, so many sexhavers everywhere

so glad im done with that shit