It's Over Truecel trait: You get excited to sleep

[Mortis]

In the past sleeping was just another activity you just don't feel anything by, but now I genuinely get excited like I am going to do something fun or thrilling.

I genuinely sit on my couch thinking "Oh boy just 4 more hours and I'll be tired enough to sleep!". I swear that death lite I have every night is maybe the only reason I am alive today, life is too brutal to expierence it 24/7, I am glad we spend 30 years of our life sleeping.

Is this the final stage of depression? If I am getting excited by being unconscious (because I rarely have dreams), will I be excited enough to have the courage to kill myself one day?

 

[Overman]

The rope is not be feared

 

[Goldcel]

Ngl I only sleep like 3 times a week fucking hate insomnia

 

[Mortis]

Ngl I only sleep like 3 times a week fucking hate insomnia

Do sleeping pills work?

 

[Goldcel]

Do sleeping pills work?

they work sometimes but its also the reason I have insomnia

 

[ElTruecel]

I need my 8 hours or I can’t function

 

[copecel00]

The greatest cope there is. Sleep!

 

[yung loner]

Same. I get angry and suicidal when I wake up

 

[Robb97]

Same here

 

[Dneum912]

I wish I never woke up

 

[copemaxx9002]

I wish I never woke up

 

[wasted12years]

Yes i feel the same, however it's much more difficult to relax and sleep when you know you have work tomorrow. I have to try and clear my mind off the wage slavery.