I think about it all the time. My life isn't getting any better, that's for sure, it's just getting worse. It's over and there are no good times ahead for me. It's time for me to gather the courage to free myself from this pain and torment. Every day just hurts more. I see others moving forward and I take steps backwards. I don't want to anymore and I can't do it anymore. It's time to draw a line in the sand. Unfortunately, I don't have the means to ensure a pleasant death. If I had an apartment alone, I would completely drink myself full of alcohol for several days until I died.
My mother would probably call the psychiatrist.
it would only make my death painful.
I want to die alone and not be disturbed by stupid people. No candles will burn on my grave, there will only be dust on it.
"I've seen shit that would make you puke for three days
I won't lecture you, I'm just telling you
It seems simple, but it's so sharp and so deceptive
That very confused you lose weight instantly
I'd rather live a boring life than this pathology
Aggression is fueled by snakes on the table
Mixed with alcohol, you smell this crap
Take you there for a moment and you are one of them
So fuck them as much as you can
They will wrap themselves twice
I'm crazy as hell from my mother's purse
To treat yourself to some of this crazyness
Your family doesn't know you anymore, your girlfriend hates you
The more organized one is disgusted with you
It's not fate that's mocking you, it's the devil that's possessing you
He saved it in his phone so he remembered you
I won't be there tomorrow
Tonight I'm hanging myself
And I know I want it
The last time in my life
There is only dust on the grave next to the coffin
There are no flowers, so oh well
And the torch doesn't burn
Unfortunately they forgot me"
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wh9pUT_8Dyo
"
I land on the pavement and fall on my face
"Get your pack, you junkie, if you play like that
Look at your mother's face and tell me what you see
If you're not ashamed, aren't you ashamed?
These are my father's words to me
I don't want pity because I'm dead anyway
My mother is gone and I cry on her grave
I remember how much harm I did to you
If you can hear me, I'm sincerely sorry
He's talking and doesn't see his son taking it
Half a year later, my father was taken away
And the whoring was destroying me more and more
Why them and not fucking me
Who knows the answer to this question?"
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FVXWK7VOUg
My mother would probably call the psychiatrist.
it would only make my death painful.
I want to die alone and not be disturbed by stupid people. No candles will burn on my grave, there will only be dust on it.
"I've seen shit that would make you puke for three days
I won't lecture you, I'm just telling you
It seems simple, but it's so sharp and so deceptive
That very confused you lose weight instantly
I'd rather live a boring life than this pathology
Aggression is fueled by snakes on the table
Mixed with alcohol, you smell this crap
Take you there for a moment and you are one of them
So fuck them as much as you can
They will wrap themselves twice
I'm crazy as hell from my mother's purse
To treat yourself to some of this crazyness
Your family doesn't know you anymore, your girlfriend hates you
The more organized one is disgusted with you
It's not fate that's mocking you, it's the devil that's possessing you
He saved it in his phone so he remembered you
I won't be there tomorrow
Tonight I'm hanging myself
And I know I want it
The last time in my life
There is only dust on the grave next to the coffin
There are no flowers, so oh well
And the torch doesn't burn
Unfortunately they forgot me"
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wh9pUT_8Dyo
"
I land on the pavement and fall on my face
"Get your pack, you junkie, if you play like that
Look at your mother's face and tell me what you see
If you're not ashamed, aren't you ashamed?
These are my father's words to me
I don't want pity because I'm dead anyway
My mother is gone and I cry on her grave
I remember how much harm I did to you
If you can hear me, I'm sincerely sorry
He's talking and doesn't see his son taking it
Half a year later, my father was taken away
And the whoring was destroying me more and more
Why them and not fucking me
Who knows the answer to this question?"
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FVXWK7VOUg
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