BrianJian
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- Feb 20, 2021
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I used to be able to watch anime, tv shows, movies or play games and escape and just enjoy the fictional world I'm watching. It was a moment where I could forget the real world and my problems. However it's no longer enough, not only that, but now it's gotten so bad I get jealous of the characters from watching TV as silly as that sounds, or certain things will make me angry that remind me of things I missed out on.
If I watch anime like Death Note, I only get reminded about how Chads like light get women despite being evil, just for being born with good genetics and high IQ.
If I watch Naruto I get jealous of seeing the main character driven with a purpose, seeing him with friends, having at least one girl like him for who he is.
If I watch movies that involves parties, I only get reminded that I've never been to a party.
If I watch anything involving sex I only get reminded I'll never experience that, unless I pay someone for it.
If I watch something where people talk about college, I'll get reminded how I've never been to college. I was too dumb for it.
Like I can't even watch anything anymore. I can't even escape.
If I watch anime like Death Note, I only get reminded about how Chads like light get women despite being evil, just for being born with good genetics and high IQ.
If I watch Naruto I get jealous of seeing the main character driven with a purpose, seeing him with friends, having at least one girl like him for who he is.
If I watch movies that involves parties, I only get reminded that I've never been to a party.
If I watch anything involving sex I only get reminded I'll never experience that, unless I pay someone for it.
If I watch something where people talk about college, I'll get reminded how I've never been to college. I was too dumb for it.
Like I can't even watch anything anymore. I can't even escape.