Went outside today for my routine jog at a new park, which I rarely go to. When I finished, I was walking back and on the side of the road I saw a used condom packet just laying there on the ground. These fucking sexhavers can't even have the decency to hide the fact that they get sex + intimacy and I don't, instead they just want to rub it in my face. Immediately, I felt depressed, hateful, and my day was ruined. These filthy sexhavers were having the time of their lives fucking each other's brains out while I rotted alone, without even a single person who cared for me in my life. The repeated yet ever so brutal realization upon seeing the condom packet was that I was never going to use a condom in my life, because no woman would ever want to have sex with me willingly just because of my ugly looks. Not just that, but they refuse to treat me like an actual human being. I will NEVER get intimacy and affection from a real, living female. Yet they still paint themselves as the victim? These superficial creatures see me as subhuman just because I am ugly which is entirely out of my control. How am I meant to not hate females for the way they treat me like a subhuman piece of trash 
It's safe to say that I am never going to that park ever again.
It's safe to say that I am never going to that park ever again.
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