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What will you buy for yourself/what will you get as a present, how do you spend your christmas day and how are your feelings about it? What presents will you buy for your parents?
My answer: I will buy myself some books. When I have time for making orders/don't forget about it. Mostly books about animals or criminology, this time maybe something from Houellebecq, because he is based and brutally blackpilled. But I don't wish for anything, because I never have the opportunity to read something when I am working and when I am not working I am too burnt out to do anything with my spare time.
For me Christmas is a day like any other, I don't do particular stuff, just hanging on the Internet and LDARing. Then I go to my parents, who are disappointed because I am still an incel and have no success with women. I put on a happy face, although most of the time the mask slips after too many drinks or when I get too agitated. Most of the time I spend as little time with my relatives as possible and browse the Internet on the mobile phone in secrecy or wish that I could go back to my computer. Also one part of my family hates the other, so there is trouble/shouting always. I hate the gay holiday season, mostly because I have feelings of envy/hatred towards anyone who is able to enjoy this shit.
I still don't know what I will buy for my parents and the lockdown also makes buying presents impossible in my country, if it wasn't lockdown I would have bought them some sweets.
My answer: I will buy myself some books. When I have time for making orders/don't forget about it. Mostly books about animals or criminology, this time maybe something from Houellebecq, because he is based and brutally blackpilled. But I don't wish for anything, because I never have the opportunity to read something when I am working and when I am not working I am too burnt out to do anything with my spare time.
For me Christmas is a day like any other, I don't do particular stuff, just hanging on the Internet and LDARing. Then I go to my parents, who are disappointed because I am still an incel and have no success with women. I put on a happy face, although most of the time the mask slips after too many drinks or when I get too agitated. Most of the time I spend as little time with my relatives as possible and browse the Internet on the mobile phone in secrecy or wish that I could go back to my computer. Also one part of my family hates the other, so there is trouble/shouting always. I hate the gay holiday season, mostly because I have feelings of envy/hatred towards anyone who is able to enjoy this shit.
I still don't know what I will buy for my parents and the lockdown also makes buying presents impossible in my country, if it wasn't lockdown I would have bought them some sweets.