Well we can start off with the low level initial ones, I got friend zoned by a girl when I was around 4 or 5 after confessing to her, so I was getting beaten with the black pill from young as you'll start to notice as a trend, though I wouldn't count this as my first actual black pill event
1st Black Pill
I was like 6 or 7 I think, probably a younger, a male teacher had this hot daughter who was like 18 or something, really liked her, wanted to give her something to get her to like me, completely poorfag, go into back yard digging up ground, found a sliver chain, spent a few minutes polishing and cleaning it, to give to her, go to school, see her there, think I went up to my sister to ask if it was good enough or something, was told that it was worthless to her and mean't nothing, I'd need money to buy something, gave up on that task, went home sad
I think some months later she was at school, and I saw her in a room with some Tyrone older students, If I remember correctly, that guys daughter was a whore, it looked like she was flirting with all of them and some shit was about to go down, because I walked into the room, she said some "so cute" BS to me protesting about the situation, I was removed from the room by a guy, and the last thing I remember seeing is some of the guys smiling, and one of the guys had his hands around her lower waist. She likely blew all those guys in there.
Final Black Pill (When I finally realized it was over)
At my university, really "putting myself out there", approaching like crazy, being friendly, getting numbers, talking to people (which is hard as hell for me, feels annoying), could never get a date, could never get a girl interested in my, in my "class" (well the group of people doing the same course as me), all the girls got snatched up one by one by other guys I knew. I even went after a fat chick who I was barely attracted to. JFL at all the normies who say we have unrealistic standards, every incel I've spoken too has tried to date down, WAY DOWN, and still failed.
Then there was this one girl who was kinda cute (that was my desperation, she was like a 4/10, but was kind and seemed like she liked me), seemed a bit autistic too. I was even rejected by her, I was flabergasted, I went home that day kind of in a daze, completely confused, wondering what went wrong. Then it hit me, I didn't do anything wrong, it didn't really matter how low I went, so long as women haven an endless list of better options, I'll never be good enough, at that point even if I could get a 2/10 GF the investment would not be even close to the returns, I'd be wasting time and resources. All this time, during university, I'd been hearing about the red pill online, and the black pill, and Elliot Rodger, etc. I started digging more into it, and that was it, there was no going back from that point, I was completely black pilled, I started looking at the world differently, I started picking up on certain things I never noticed before, making better choices, my life became all round less stressful, and I saved time, money and effort.
The black pill is the most painful realization for a blue pilled young man, but it is also the most liberating and helpful, all of my life decisions after that point have been based on it, and they have been productive thus far, whilst everyone else I observe around me live stressful lives they are always complaining about and keep making blue pilled decisions, one blue pilled friend even mistakenly knocked up some chick he didn't even really like and begrudgingly became a father, having to abandon furthering his studies (was a really intelligent guy), cucked out of his successful future, shit was disappointing.
Black pill for life