I already hate my medium tan complexion and been on glutathione + vitamin C and taking UV blockers to even out my tone since this is a primary cause of severe depression and potentially my Inceldom. I got some shades and one of those cooler work shirts, sunhat along with a pocket sunscreen to alleviate my tone since I work in erosion control and dom't wanna mess myself up even more. Fucking hate this shit. Why? Why did I have to be born so ugly and tan? Why couldn't I have that model skin that glows? I try so hard. Why me?
