Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I'm really tired of being an incel and a virgin, I really need to ascend cause I'm starting to go nuts from all the things I want so much and never satisfying these needs.
Problem is I just can't imagine 1 thing I could do. I really fucked my life up and now I left no options for myself. Especially since I fucked up and I'm stuck back in this shithole country forever, where there's so no options whatsoever for people like me. In countries like these, if you don't have a social circle, if you're in any way socially awkward or shy, you're fucked. And not only am I anxious I'm even somewhat autistic so I'm beyond fucked. And I have 0 friends/social circle.
There's just nothing I can fucking do. Not one god damn thing, I honestly have no options. Cold calling, dating apps, bars/clubs aren't options in this country, much less for my bald nerdy ass with thick glasses and shit teeth and various health issues.
I legit have no options, holy shit. What am I gonna do? I was surrounded by women my age for 7 years in university and I had no chances whatsoever, now my opportunities will be even less, non-existent actually, I'm screwed. I'll be a virgin at 40 if my health doesn't betray me and kill me before that, which would be a merciful death btw.
Problem is I just can't imagine 1 thing I could do. I really fucked my life up and now I left no options for myself. Especially since I fucked up and I'm stuck back in this shithole country forever, where there's so no options whatsoever for people like me. In countries like these, if you don't have a social circle, if you're in any way socially awkward or shy, you're fucked. And not only am I anxious I'm even somewhat autistic so I'm beyond fucked. And I have 0 friends/social circle.
There's just nothing I can fucking do. Not one god damn thing, I honestly have no options. Cold calling, dating apps, bars/clubs aren't options in this country, much less for my bald nerdy ass with thick glasses and shit teeth and various health issues.
I legit have no options, holy shit. What am I gonna do? I was surrounded by women my age for 7 years in university and I had no chances whatsoever, now my opportunities will be even less, non-existent actually, I'm screwed. I'll be a virgin at 40 if my health doesn't betray me and kill me before that, which would be a merciful death btw.