Venting A realization

[Pancakecel]

The rest of my life is going to be me trying to fight drinking, as I am an addict. Working, to earn money, to buy shit to try and satisfy a so called life I truly don't give a shit about and wish was over.

A part of me wishes I could just be thrown in some Psych ward, and pumped with minding numbing drugs for the rest of my life, because I can't take this. I don't enjoy anything, I despise people, and just society in general, so fuck it, maybe I should just go out and stab a bunch of random people to death, and spend the rest of my life in a ward/ or prison cell. No matter what I am doing my mind is constantly racing, thinking of the times I have been disrespected, humiliated, treated badly etc.

It's clear the world does not want me, so why should I continue trying with my existence.

I am so angry and frustrated, with it all. I don't care if any glowniggers (muh police) are tracking this, come give me a visit and I will happily explain why I am the way, that I am.

-Pancake

 

[ChadFUXXbetaBUXX]

life for incels is literal hell

 

[Postmaxxercel50k]

life for incels is literal hell

it's hell now for me but will become purgatory after I graduate from high school

 

[ChadFUXXbetaBUXX]

it's hell now for me but will become purgatory after I graduate from high school

do you plan on getting a job right after hs?

 

[Wintersknight]

How

The rest of my life is going to be me trying to fight drinking, as I am an addict. Working, to earn money, to buy shit to try and satisfy a so called life I truly don't give a shit about and wish was over.

A part of me wishes I could just be thrown in some Psych ward, and pumped with minding numbing drugs for the rest of my life, because I can't take this. I don't enjoy anything, I despise people, and just society in general, so fuck it, maybe I should just go out and stab a bunch of random people to death, and spend the rest of my life in a ward/ or prison cell. No matter what I am doing my mind is constantly racing, thinking of the times I have been disrespected, humiliated, treated badly etc.

It's clear the world does not want me, so why should I continue trying with my existence.

I am so angry and frustrated, with it all. I don't care if any glowniggers (muh police) are tracking this, come give me a visit and I will happily explain why I am the way, that I am.

-Pancake

old are you? What country and are you white?

 

[Postmaxxercel50k]

do you plan on getting a job right after hs?

no, I plan on LDARing

 

[ChadFUXXbetaBUXX]

no, I plan on LDARing

i'm ldaring right now but I will have to get a job someday. if your parents fund your ldar lifestyle then more power to you. ldar master race

 

[NoLooksNoLife]

life for incels is literal hell

 

[VλREN]

I can’t even get a fast food job, I’ll take the obvious hint that am not welcomed in soyciety and will be checking out early in a year

 

[allDead]

I hear you, man. I'm sorry. Don't do anything crazy.

 

[Emba]

Brutal pancakecel! Go easy on the syrup bro...

 

[Dassadeinmush]

The rest of my life is going to be me trying to fight drinking, as I am an addict

You are an idiot. Of all the things that are far better to get addicted to you, you get tripped over the smallest entry level bullshit like a little bitch

 

[Pancakecel]

You are an idiot. Of all the things that are far better to get addicted to you, you get tripped over the smallest entry level bullshit like a little bitch

Alcohol withdrawal is one of the most dangerous of all the drug withdrawals. Think whatever you want kid, you don't shit about what I have been through.

 

[Dassadeinmush]

Alcohol withdrawal is one of the most dangerous of all the drug withdrawals. Think whatever you want kid, you don't shit about what I have been through.

Of course I don't. Worst part is, no one else does in this entire forum does either. But I did hear that trying LSD can cure alchoholism literally overnight in certain cases, because psychedelics rewire the brain with their amplified neurological connections. BUT you should be taking it with a specific mindset for that to happen. Research this more

 

[Pancakecel]

Of course I don't. Worst part is, no one else does in this entire forum does either. But I did hear that trying LSD can cure alchoholism literally overnight in certain cases, because psychedelics rewire the brain with the neurological connections. BUT you should be taking it with a specific mindset for that to happen. Research this more

Sure, Im open to psychedelics, even just weed. Anything at this point bar the drink. Problem is, I don't know anyone, or anywhere I can get that from. Other than lurking on .onion sites and trusting whatever I come across.

 

[Dassadeinmush]

Sure, Im open to psychedelics, even just weed. Anything at this point bar the drink. Problem is, I don't know anyone, or anywhere I can get that from. Other than lurking on .onion sites and trusting whatever I come across.

That's why you need to STEP OUTSIDE the house. If you're not one of soyboys who shake like bitches over having to talk to a stranger, walk up to some nigger in a shitty neighborhood an ask SEVERAL (important, several) where a good source of those things would be. Once you get it, get it tested (as in looked over) to see if its the real things from SEVERAL niggers/subhumans who have tried psychedlics before

 

[Pancakecel]

That's why you need to STEP OUTSIDE the house. If you're not one of soyboys who shake like bitches over having to talk to a stranger, walk up to some nigger in a shitty neighborhood an ask SEVERAL (important, several) where a good source of those things would be. Once you get it, get it tested (as in looked over) to see if its the real things from SEVERAL niggers/subhumans who have tried psychedlics before

Interesting, and you have first hand experience doing something like this..?

 

[Dassadeinmush]

Interesting, and you have first hand experience doing something like this..?

Talking to random niggers for no reason? Yes. Getting drugs off them? No. But niggers know everyone and everything in their community, and considering how infested they are with crime I'm sure you could find some source for whatever subhuman thing you're looking for if you aren't a threatening. Which you might be if you're tall, jacked and white