Pancakecel
You get what you fucking deserve
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- Jan 16, 2021
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The rest of my life is going to be me trying to fight drinking, as I am an addict. Working, to earn money, to buy shit to try and satisfy a so called life I truly don't give a shit about and wish was over.
A part of me wishes I could just be thrown in some Psych ward, and pumped with minding numbing drugs for the rest of my life, because I can't take this. I don't enjoy anything, I despise people, and just society in general, so fuck it, maybe I should just go out and stab a bunch of random people to death, and spend the rest of my life in a ward/ or prison cell. No matter what I am doing my mind is constantly racing, thinking of the times I have been disrespected, humiliated, treated badly etc.
It's clear the world does not want me, so why should I continue trying with my existence.
I am so angry and frustrated, with it all. I don't care if any glowniggers (muh police) are tracking this, come give me a visit and I will happily explain why I am the way, that I am.
-Pancake
A part of me wishes I could just be thrown in some Psych ward, and pumped with minding numbing drugs for the rest of my life, because I can't take this. I don't enjoy anything, I despise people, and just society in general, so fuck it, maybe I should just go out and stab a bunch of random people to death, and spend the rest of my life in a ward/ or prison cell. No matter what I am doing my mind is constantly racing, thinking of the times I have been disrespected, humiliated, treated badly etc.
It's clear the world does not want me, so why should I continue trying with my existence.
I am so angry and frustrated, with it all. I don't care if any glowniggers (muh police) are tracking this, come give me a visit and I will happily explain why I am the way, that I am.
-Pancake