reddeath
Recruit
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- Joined
- Jan 2, 2023
- Posts
- 165
I know it's probably not good long-term but god damn if having a blonde haired blue eyed stacy listening to your problems isn't nice. If it wasn't being paid for by my parents' insurance I'd be out of there in a heartbeat but as long as it's free I'll probably keep going. Yes I know she's the type who would've gossiped about me in highschool and the type who'd step over me if they saw me dying on the sidewalk. ect. but it's a pretty decent cope as long as you steer the convo away from bluepilled topics.
I have to do that alot. Whenever dating comes up, she does the whole bluepill routine of trying to handwave the years of female rejection. The worst example is the time I told her I wish I hadn't been born a man. This bitch had the absolute titanium balls to suggest I consider trooning. I told her she sounded deranged and it sparked a whole ass argument that lead to me not seeing her for about a month.
I really did try to stay away but my friends can't relate to any of my problems and my parents don't care about them. This forum actually helps a lot but idk how to make friends irl let alone online. It's also nice knowing I can vent to her without about being called a jew loving nigger fed or something. Whether I get rid of her or not, I'm just mad this is a decision I even have to make. Like if my parents hadn't made me so mentally ill, this would never have happened.
I have to do that alot. Whenever dating comes up, she does the whole bluepill routine of trying to handwave the years of female rejection. The worst example is the time I told her I wish I hadn't been born a man. This bitch had the absolute titanium balls to suggest I consider trooning. I told her she sounded deranged and it sparked a whole ass argument that lead to me not seeing her for about a month.
I really did try to stay away but my friends can't relate to any of my problems and my parents don't care about them. This forum actually helps a lot but idk how to make friends irl let alone online. It's also nice knowing I can vent to her without about being called a jew loving nigger fed or something. Whether I get rid of her or not, I'm just mad this is a decision I even have to make. Like if my parents hadn't made me so mentally ill, this would never have happened.