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Am unironically the almost comical archetype of a creep.
I have "creepy" interests (bones/osteology, arachnids/snakes/parasites, diseases, anatomy/physiology, criminology/forensics, toxicology, Nazism/Fascism). I want(ed) to become a taxidermist. I want to keep animals like spiders/snakes (especially the dangerous ones or those with odd looks). I am a (hobby-)photographer (a creepy pedo hobby according to normalfags). And I also spend time outdoors.
I spend my entire day with these topics, love to talk about these topics or show my photo collection in that regard to others (it's the only thing that gives me joy, it's the only thing I know something about in the slightest). I do nothing except that and staying on the computer (except when I am in the woods/mountains/swamps). I often inform others about certain topics, often spam about these topics and send pictures associated with them. I love to spam about them whenever I have the opportunity to do so (in younger years I often tried to engage others in conversations in zoos/aquariums about these topics, I also liked to act as a teacher and teach other people about various subjects, this was one of the few things involving others that made me genuinely feel good). I am also a fan of gore/trash movies.
I also have a shitty sleep rhythm and watch documentaries about the topics above until I fall asleep due to exhaustion, etc. Even autistic women with the same interests as me have told me that I have no life. Jfl.
I am not fashionable in the slightest (most of the time, I also have suits). I even look like a stereotypical creep (caved in eyes, dark eyerings, pale, akne, extremely short/skinny, mostly old, dark-colored T-Shirts, dirty/dark hair color). Even though I shower daily and do shaving/skin care I have a greasy/filthy look, I unironically tried to improve it (I care for the hairs I have, but balding is common in my family), but I still look like a slob. I also try to gymmaxx but still get no muscle.
It's almost comical as if someone wanted to fulfill every stereotype people have of loners in the creation of me. If I had better looks these aspects of me would still be seen as strange, but at least I would then be seen a dorky/funny man people love to spend time with and not as an annoying creep.
I have "creepy" interests (bones/osteology, arachnids/snakes/parasites, diseases, anatomy/physiology, criminology/forensics, toxicology, Nazism/Fascism). I want(ed) to become a taxidermist. I want to keep animals like spiders/snakes (especially the dangerous ones or those with odd looks). I am a (hobby-)photographer (a creepy pedo hobby according to normalfags). And I also spend time outdoors.
I spend my entire day with these topics, love to talk about these topics or show my photo collection in that regard to others (it's the only thing that gives me joy, it's the only thing I know something about in the slightest). I do nothing except that and staying on the computer (except when I am in the woods/mountains/swamps). I often inform others about certain topics, often spam about these topics and send pictures associated with them. I love to spam about them whenever I have the opportunity to do so (in younger years I often tried to engage others in conversations in zoos/aquariums about these topics, I also liked to act as a teacher and teach other people about various subjects, this was one of the few things involving others that made me genuinely feel good). I am also a fan of gore/trash movies.
I also have a shitty sleep rhythm and watch documentaries about the topics above until I fall asleep due to exhaustion, etc. Even autistic women with the same interests as me have told me that I have no life. Jfl.
I am not fashionable in the slightest (most of the time, I also have suits). I even look like a stereotypical creep (caved in eyes, dark eyerings, pale, akne, extremely short/skinny, mostly old, dark-colored T-Shirts, dirty/dark hair color). Even though I shower daily and do shaving/skin care I have a greasy/filthy look, I unironically tried to improve it (I care for the hairs I have, but balding is common in my family), but I still look like a slob. I also try to gymmaxx but still get no muscle.
It's almost comical as if someone wanted to fulfill every stereotype people have of loners in the creation of me. If I had better looks these aspects of me would still be seen as strange, but at least I would then be seen a dorky/funny man people love to spend time with and not as an annoying creep.
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