FutureHallOfHanger
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- Jul 26, 2021
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I knew it was over even as a child. and i feel i have some right to brag. I used to self harm and be suicidal before i even understood what it even meant and that was in first grade. In first grade I used to grab my throat and try to choke myself hoping i'd die some how. I used to draw drawings of myself dead and people laughing at me. It seems edgy and fake now saying it but that's what i used to do and I was put in behavioral classes for it. i knew, even as young as 6 years old that i was targeted and universally hated, I genuinely knew that I could feel it in the way people interacted with me, the tones they spoke to me in, the fact i'd get in trouble and get blamed for stuff that didn't happen.
The black pill was always in me, i always knew something was wrong. Kids on here talking about "I KNEW IT WAS OVER WHEN I WAS ON A DISCORD CALL WITH AN EGIRL AND THE EGIRL DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME WAAAHHH". I knew it was over the moment i went to school and I knew what evil things those people thought of me.
The black pill was always in me, i always knew something was wrong. Kids on here talking about "I KNEW IT WAS OVER WHEN I WAS ON A DISCORD CALL WITH AN EGIRL AND THE EGIRL DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME WAAAHHH". I knew it was over the moment i went to school and I knew what evil things those people thought of me.