Venting Do you imagine yourself having a gf?

[Deleted member 23450]

I don't have any self-esteem because of bullying. When I got into high school I lost all the interest of having a girlfriend.
I don't see myself having a relationship and even if I have the chance I don't even want to have a relationship anymore.
I usually think that I don`t deserve to have a gf or I wouldn`t be able to manage a relationship.
I don't have a single friend. how am I supposed to have a gf?
My "friends" humiliated me because of women. tbh THEY were never my friends, just colleagues that would humiliate me in order to have some girl's attention.
I`m 20 years old and I`ve been in front of a computer for 11 years dealing with "depression" and rejection.
In high school I used to pray asking to God to give me friends and stop the bullying lol

I noticed that I use too much "I", it seems that I'm a fucking narcissistic

 

[Unsaveable]

Nah.

 

[Deleted member 25707]

Nah you're not narcissistic you are just a Sub4 male in 2020.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

No

 

[crestfallencel]

yes, sometimes we go to japan on vacation

 

[kretschmer]

yes. at least I can Imagine bro

 

[Capable_Onion]

The concept of me going out on a date seems foreign, fictional even.

I guess after a while you just get used to being alone, since that's all you've ever really known.

 

[Deleted member 5653]

Like currently in my life? No can't even imagine. I am forced to create other realities in my mind for such a prospect to even make sense.

 

[Haywire]

with a looksmatch sure i can. id add virginmatch but where the fuck is a 30 plus year old virgin foid at

 

[Deleted member 27495]

nope, occasionally ill fantasize but thats it

 

[Pengwin]

I can't see it happening anymore since most people my age have developed far more than I have in the last couple of years, meaning that I'm too underdeveloped to be able to resonate with a girl.

 

[BenBerger]

Yes

 

[wasted12years]

Yes but she would just leave me for a better male after a month or so.

 

[JohnDoe]

Yes

My imagination: Cute small girl (my looks match tier or higher is what I consider cute). Loves to hug and snuggle with me. We watch movies every week. We go shopping together. We sleep in each other's arms. We work at the same place. Nobody makes a mess so only house work is a quick sweep at the end of the day. She cooks and I do dishes. We go out for dinner once a week. She actually loves me

And I'm almost driven to suicide knowing I will never even get close to the first step. Never mind achieving this

 

[Deleted member 23450]

Yes

My imagination: Cute small girl (my looks match tier or higher is what I consider cute). Loves to hug and snuggle with me. We watch movies every week. We go shopping together. We sleep in each other's arms. We work at the same place. Nobody makes a mess so only house work is a quick sweep at the end of the day. She cooks and I do dishes. We go out for dinner once a week. She actually loves me

And I'm almost driven to suicide knowing I will never even get close to the first step. Never mind achieving this

what is more sad is that your looksmatch probably isn't even virgin anymore and sucked tons of dicks

Like currently in my life? No can't even imagine. I am forced to create other realities in my mind for such a prospect to even make sense.

nope, occasionally ill fantasize but thats it

same

Yes but she would just leave me for a better male after a month or so.

That's brutal.
Do you know what is worse?
Imagine having a gf and you betabux her while she is getting out with chads without you knowing...
Women are never satisfied

 

[wasted12years]

having a gf and you betabux her while she is getting out with chads without you knowing...

Average "relationship" in 2020.

 

[Mainländer]

Bullying didn't manage to break me. I don't hate myself, I have self-esteem and I never ever got into that "I don't deserve good things" mindset.

I FULLY deserve a virgin, blonde, 14 yo girl deepthroating my cock and calling me master, over whom I have total authority (in The Sims).

 

[Hate_my_life]

I can't even imagine myself living past 25, yet alone having a gf.

 

[JohnDoe]

what is more sad is that your looksmatch probably isn't even virgin anymore and sucked tons of dicks

Tbh. What foid hasn't beyond age 16?

 

[The Zulfigar]

Nah you're not narcissistic you are just a Sub4 male in 2020.

yes, sometimes we go on vacation

Like currently in my life? No can't even imagine. I am forced to create other realities in my mind for such a prospect to even make sense.

nope, occasionally ill fantasize but thats it

Bullying didn't manage to break me. I don't hate myself, I have self-esteem and I never ever got into that "I don't deserve good things" mindset.

I FULLY deserve a virgin, blonde, 14 yo girl deepthroating my cock and calling me master, over whom I have total authority (in The Sims).

 

[waste matter]

no, but rathER think about something very diffERent as i have many bettER CHOices always.

I don't have any self-esteem because of bullying. When I got into high school I lost all the interest of having a girlfriend.
I don't see myself having a relationship and even if I have the chance I don't even want to have a relationship anymore.
I usually think that I don`t deserve to have a gf or I wouldn`t be able to manage a relationship.
I don't have a single friend. how am I supposed to have a gf?
My "friends" humiliated me because of women. tbh THEY were never my friends, just colleagues that would humiliate me in order to have some girl's attention.
I`m 20 years old and I`ve been in front of a computer for 11 years dealing with "depression" and rejection.
In high school I used to pray asking to God to give me friends and stop the bullying lol

I noticed that I use too much "I", it seems that I'm a fucking narcissistic

no, but rathER think about something very diffERent as i have many bettER CHOices always.

 

[GenGene]

Imagining having a gf is always explicitly a fantasy scenario to me, like becoming a movie or videogame character.

 

[Deleted member 29704]

no

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

I can't see it happening anymore since most people my age have developed far more than I have in the last couple of years, meaning that I'm too underdeveloped to be able to resonate with a girl.

this, being 26, it's too late for me.

 

[Deleted member 5712]

Only in my dreams
She is prime age and virgin and bestows upon me multiple children

 

[Deleted member 29001]

Bullying didn't manage to break me. I don't hate myself, I have self-esteem and I never ever got into that "I don't deserve good things" mindset.

I FULLY deserve a virgin, blonde, 14 yo girl deepthroating my cock and calling me master, over whom I have total authority (in The Sims).

Based.

 

[Deleted member 23450]

Bullying didn't manage to break me. I don't hate myself, I have self-esteem and I never ever got into that "I don't deserve good things" mindset.

I FULLY deserve a virgin, blonde, 14 yo girl deepthroating my cock and calling me master, over whom I have total authority (in The Sims).

:O

Average "relationship" in 2020.

you're not wrong

I can't even imagine myself living past 25, yet alone having a gf.

Brutal
how old are you?

 

[Hate_my_life]

Brutal
how old are you?

20.

 

[Ellsworth]

I imagine it in the same fashion I imagine being a Jedi or Superman. Pure fantasy. Not a realistic daydream just a far out fantasy.

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

Don't ask don't tell

 

[Deleted member 27161]

In my Fantasy

 

[Urekkim]

Cant even imagine a girl taking a interest in me.

 

[CumCel]

i want a mommy gf with big milkers, its beyond over

 

[superighteous]

Every time after a waitress, etc. talks to me.

 

[Deleted member 19546]

Not anymore.

 

[ordinaryotaku]

Serge: No.

Sometimes, though, my mind slips into another plane of existence where I can fantasize about it and jerk off to it. I think I have a mental issue.

 

[Numb]

Never have tbh

 

[omegauprising]

no