Deleted member 23450
Do not disturb when I close my eyes
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I don't have any self-esteem because of bullying. When I got into high school I lost all the interest of having a girlfriend.
I don't see myself having a relationship and even if I have the chance I don't even want to have a relationship anymore.
I usually think that I don`t deserve to have a gf or I wouldn`t be able to manage a relationship.
I don't have a single friend. how am I supposed to have a gf?
My "friends" humiliated me because of women. tbh THEY were never my friends, just colleagues that would humiliate me in order to have some girl's attention.
I`m 20 years old and I`ve been in front of a computer for 11 years dealing with "depression" and rejection.
In high school I used to pray asking to God to give me friends and stop the bullying lol
I noticed that I use too much "I", it seems that I'm a fucking narcissistic
I don't see myself having a relationship and even if I have the chance I don't even want to have a relationship anymore.
I usually think that I don`t deserve to have a gf or I wouldn`t be able to manage a relationship.
I don't have a single friend. how am I supposed to have a gf?
My "friends" humiliated me because of women. tbh THEY were never my friends, just colleagues that would humiliate me in order to have some girl's attention.
I`m 20 years old and I`ve been in front of a computer for 11 years dealing with "depression" and rejection.
In high school I used to pray asking to God to give me friends and stop the bullying lol
I noticed that I use too much "I", it seems that I'm a fucking narcissistic