Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I don't know if I used the right words so let me explain: a lot of my misery comes from the fact that I'm not only lazy and have no energy, but that I'm constantly in my own head. I think a lot more than I do. I constantly agonize about the future, about the past. If I have to do something I go over it in my head over and over. Even just buying something is a process of anguish that lasts weeks for me. And when I buy it, it's not over, I then anguish and am anxious about whether I wasted money etc...
Anyway, my point is that I imagine a different lifestyle (one that personally I'll never achieve). A person that doesn't think about shit so much, he just does. He constantly works, he buys whatever he wants, in his free time he constantly does new shit and improves himself and he's constantly on the move. I know I'll never have that kind of lifestyle cause that level of energy is beyond me. But do any of you have that?
Anyway, my point is that I imagine a different lifestyle (one that personally I'll never achieve). A person that doesn't think about shit so much, he just does. He constantly works, he buys whatever he wants, in his free time he constantly does new shit and improves himself and he's constantly on the move. I know I'll never have that kind of lifestyle cause that level of energy is beyond me. But do any of you have that?