It's Over failure at every step, can't escape the curse even if you think you can

[azakhan]

each month is worse, don't know how long I can handle it all
I am failing every class in university
failing driver license lessons
don't have job
no gf
no money
living with my mother which turns me into a saiko
the only family member I really loved and spent most time with when I was a kid died month ago
I don't see a point in going further anymore
tried being positive in last 6 months, didn't even visit this website? what happened? everything went to shit even more than previously
I have no energy for anything anymore, gonna drop out of college next week because I can't handle the stress and all the deadlines even though I am STUDYING FOR ONLY 2 MONTHS I am already failing every class

seriously I had enough, I was thinking of moving to another country and starting a new life but I won't even survive a day on my own
idk what to do in life maybe turn to opioids

 

[Transcended Trucel]

each month is worse, don't know how long I can handle it all
I am failing every class in university
failing driver license lessons
don't have job
no gf
no money
living with my mother which turns me into a saiko
the only family member I really loved and spent most time with when I was a kid died month ago
I don't see a point in going further anymore
tried being positive in last 6 months, didn't even visit this website? what happened? everything went to shit even more than previously
I have no energy for anything anymore, gonna drop out of college next week because I can't handle the stress and all the deadlines even though I am STUDYING FOR ONLY 2 MONTHS I am already failing every class

seriously I had enough, I was thinking of moving to another country and starting a new life but I won't even survive a day on my own
idk what to do in life maybe turn to opioids

brutal can't offer any advice

 

[azakhan]

brutal can't offer any advice

there is no advice anyone could give that would help
i am cursed and should die long time ago

 

[squirrelsonfire2]

Interesting

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Interesting

 

[Emba]

Just become a homeless bum bro!

It's cozy when the weather is warm.

Horrible during winter.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

It’s over

 

[Mogged Loner]

Opioids are fun but they put me in the hospital recently so I stopped

Idk Tbh Life just sucks I’d say try to at least pass some of your courses then take some NEET time till you feel like doing something again

 

[npcel]

Dont study but work a "normal" job ?

 

[azakhan]

Interesting

yes, if anyone watched my life like a movie it would be interesting to see a downward spiral to suicide of a mentally broken man (if I can even all myself that)

Just become a homeless bum bro!

It's cozy when the weather is warm.

Horrible during winter.

recently saw homeless people sleeping in a bank where 24/7 ATM is
they seemed fine

Opioids are fun but they put me in the hospital recently so I stopped

Idk Tbh Life just sucks I’d say try to at least pass some of your courses then take some NEET time till you feel like doing something again

horrible, was it related to kidneys or liver?
I won't pass any courses cause I am a retard who doesn't understand anything

Dont study but work a "normal" job ?

I was thinking about it but no employer will give me a job without student status during a corona virus circus that is going on right now

 

[Mogged Loner]

horrible, was it related to kidneys or liver?
I won't pass any courses cause I am a retard who doesn't understand anything

I snorted a few fake pills and it put me in the hospital

It was an “Adverse reaction to fentynal” not an OD because OD’s result in death

 

[azakhan]

I snorted a few fake pills and it put me in the hospital

It was an “Adverse reaction to fentynal” not an OD because OD’s result in death

scary shit man glad you're okay
that's why if I ever were to take opioids i would get them from a doctor, I am scared of taking unknown substances

 

[incelerated]

I'm sorry bro.

 

[Mogged Loner]

scary shit man glad you're okay
that's why if I ever were to take opioids i would get them from a doctor, I am scared of taking unknown substances

It’s hard to get em prescribed

 

[Deleted member 16390]

It's over for failurecels

 

[azakhan]

It’s hard to get em prescribed

gonna try anyway

 

[Incline]

Even a man who has nothing to offer can still offer his life.

 

[Watercel]

Jesus can help you

 

[azakhan]

Jesus can help you

tried praying few times but I feel uncomfortable and I have too many sins for jesus to listen to me even if he exists