So this is my first post.
I don’t really know what to write, I’ve been told to just speak my mind (@B/W muttcel) so I’ll see how it goes.
Tbh I’m not used to speaking my mind, I’m used to shutting tf up, I barely speak at all now. It is the safest option as whenever I do speak I usually end up getting put down even more and I’m simply over it.
I’ve got no father, had a bunch of ‘stepfathers’ but my whore of a mom could never keep one around for long because they all could see through her gold digging, cheating ways soon enough. She put money and her next man before my sister and I every single time.
That’s probably why my low tier Becky sister became a whore just like her. She has worked as a stripper and now has her room at my moms set up like a fuckin porn studio, with cameras, whore clothes everywhere and shit.
Of course if I bring this up I am the ‘bad one’, the fuckin ‘misogynist’. They sit there and put me down for doing nothing with my life AKA trying to earn a honest living on a minimum wage (because I was dragged around from shit school to shit school) and I look after myself - when my sister leeches off everyone and parades her ugly whore body in front of the world for all to see.
I have no respect for women, they all end up being exactly the same. The few friends I have had end up trying to get with my sister or fall for whores just like her and i’ve lost all respect for them too. Women don’t even speak to me, let alone look at me any more.
It is like I am living in a nightmare, repeating the same day over and over again, suffering for others sins and I don’t know how to break the cycle. I am not sure I even want to as I can’t imagine ever being okay with accepting the bullshit reality around me. I am at the point of giving up, I don’t know what the alternative is.
I don’t really know what to write, I’ve been told to just speak my mind (@B/W muttcel) so I’ll see how it goes.
Tbh I’m not used to speaking my mind, I’m used to shutting tf up, I barely speak at all now. It is the safest option as whenever I do speak I usually end up getting put down even more and I’m simply over it.
I’ve got no father, had a bunch of ‘stepfathers’ but my whore of a mom could never keep one around for long because they all could see through her gold digging, cheating ways soon enough. She put money and her next man before my sister and I every single time.
That’s probably why my low tier Becky sister became a whore just like her. She has worked as a stripper and now has her room at my moms set up like a fuckin porn studio, with cameras, whore clothes everywhere and shit.
Of course if I bring this up I am the ‘bad one’, the fuckin ‘misogynist’. They sit there and put me down for doing nothing with my life AKA trying to earn a honest living on a minimum wage (because I was dragged around from shit school to shit school) and I look after myself - when my sister leeches off everyone and parades her ugly whore body in front of the world for all to see.
I have no respect for women, they all end up being exactly the same. The few friends I have had end up trying to get with my sister or fall for whores just like her and i’ve lost all respect for them too. Women don’t even speak to me, let alone look at me any more.
It is like I am living in a nightmare, repeating the same day over and over again, suffering for others sins and I don’t know how to break the cycle. I am not sure I even want to as I can’t imagine ever being okay with accepting the bullshit reality around me. I am at the point of giving up, I don’t know what the alternative is.
