MisanthropyInsanity
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This takes place back in my freshmen year of high school. I was severely depressed, and used to be hooked on pills hard as fuck to cope. I usually abused painkillers, but would use other types of pills too. It was about the middle of the school day, close to lunch time, and I had taken a large dose of a stimulant earlier during the school day. I was sitting in the back of my math class before the bell rung for lunch time, and I began to notice it was starting to get hard to breathe. At first I tried to brush it off, but it felt like my body was shutting down, and I could barely hold my head up.
I started to gasp for every breath because it was getting harder to breathe, and as this was happening, the foid who sat in the desk next to mine, started to laugh at me. This sorta fucked me up, because I actually had a crush on her, and she was laughing at me as I struggled to breathe. I'm sure if I died right there, she would've burst into a fit of hysterical laughter. She probably would've texted all her friends about it, maybe even took some photos of my corpse to share and laugh at.
I never even did anything to make her hate me, because I was extremely shy around her, and barely ever spoke to her. Yet for some reason, she thought me struggling to breathe was hilarious. It wouldn't be a surprise if seeing me in that pain was the highlight of her day.
I started to gasp for every breath because it was getting harder to breathe, and as this was happening, the foid who sat in the desk next to mine, started to laugh at me. This sorta fucked me up, because I actually had a crush on her, and she was laughing at me as I struggled to breathe. I'm sure if I died right there, she would've burst into a fit of hysterical laughter. She probably would've texted all her friends about it, maybe even took some photos of my corpse to share and laugh at.
I never even did anything to make her hate me, because I was extremely shy around her, and barely ever spoke to her. Yet for some reason, she thought me struggling to breathe was hilarious. It wouldn't be a surprise if seeing me in that pain was the highlight of her day.