Logic55
Blackpill Philosopher
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My next semester starts this month. I really don't want to go back. It feels awfully lonely there. I wake up, take the bus alone, then arrive at the train station, wait 40 minutes for the train to arrive then it drops me off on the University campus. I go to class sit there and listen to professor speak about boring topics for an hour, then I eat lunch alone. After lunch, I sit alone on a bench for another hour. Then I arrive to my 2nd class. After 2nd or 3rd class. I walk to train stop, and sit alone for 30-40 minutes minutes to wait for the train to arrive.
The train drops me off to the Bus station, and I sit alone on the bus for almost an hour as it takes me home. I go home and rot in my bed. After rotting in my bed, I wake up eat, and do tedious/mundane homework assignments. If I have free time, I play video games or browse incel forums. I repeat this cycle for about 5 months until my semester ends and its vacation.
I hate the feeling of waking up and feeling so alone. When I'm sitting alone in my library or in the University garden area, I feel so empty inside. Its as if theres a giant black hole inside my heart. I can feel my heart burn as I sit alone and see students my age with their partners and hanging out with their friends. I'm an outcast. At least I have this community to rot with. Do you guys feel the same way about college?
The train drops me off to the Bus station, and I sit alone on the bus for almost an hour as it takes me home. I go home and rot in my bed. After rotting in my bed, I wake up eat, and do tedious/mundane homework assignments. If I have free time, I play video games or browse incel forums. I repeat this cycle for about 5 months until my semester ends and its vacation.
I hate the feeling of waking up and feeling so alone. When I'm sitting alone in my library or in the University garden area, I feel so empty inside. Its as if theres a giant black hole inside my heart. I can feel my heart burn as I sit alone and see students my age with their partners and hanging out with their friends. I'm an outcast. At least I have this community to rot with. Do you guys feel the same way about college?
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