iceandblood
Autistic
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I did not choose hate. I was forced to it.
I live in a cruel and unfair world full of shitty and hypocritical fucking "people" , who believe they are the good guys, where innocents and people with legit good intentions and a good heart, will get crushed and treated like fucking shit, stepped over, laughed at, for being a diamond in a sea of shit, for being different.
Can you live in a world like this, being honest, without getting depressed? Sad? Empty? Sick by the degeneracy, violence and the monkey behavior?
Can you blame me for my hatred?
I am surrounded by evil, hypocrisy, selfishness, ego, violence. ALL OF THEM unnecessary. ALL OF THEM for personal advantages and reasons, without considering others. ALL OF THEM caused by "humans" who believe they matter more and believe they need to stomp on others. And the constant contact and exposition with these, left a hole inside my soul. A hole that I was forced to fill with hate instead of sadness, fear, desperation. I was MADE this way.
My soul has been consumed by hate because It is all I have now. It is my fuel and what keeps me going. When fear starts to rise, my hatred crushes it. When my sadness start to rise, my hatred crushes it.
The world tore a hole inside my soul and filled it with hatred.
I feel hatred because love has been denied to me.
I live in a cruel and unfair world full of shitty and hypocritical fucking "people" , who believe they are the good guys, where innocents and people with legit good intentions and a good heart, will get crushed and treated like fucking shit, stepped over, laughed at, for being a diamond in a sea of shit, for being different.
Can you live in a world like this, being honest, without getting depressed? Sad? Empty? Sick by the degeneracy, violence and the monkey behavior?
Can you blame me for my hatred?
I am surrounded by evil, hypocrisy, selfishness, ego, violence. ALL OF THEM unnecessary. ALL OF THEM for personal advantages and reasons, without considering others. ALL OF THEM caused by "humans" who believe they matter more and believe they need to stomp on others. And the constant contact and exposition with these, left a hole inside my soul. A hole that I was forced to fill with hate instead of sadness, fear, desperation. I was MADE this way.
My soul has been consumed by hate because It is all I have now. It is my fuel and what keeps me going. When fear starts to rise, my hatred crushes it. When my sadness start to rise, my hatred crushes it.
The world tore a hole inside my soul and filled it with hatred.
I feel hatred because love has been denied to me.
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