It's Over High neuroticism

[Deleted member 34664]

Fuck man i'm so incredibly neurotic that it completely takes me over and it's fucking insane how strongly i experience negative emotions, it's actually over for me just being born this way. I can't even cope anymore. I either feel absolutely nothing or negative shit, nothing in between or above.

 

[Ika-Sama]

Fuck man i'm so incredibly neurotic that it completely takes me over and it's fucking insane how strongly i experience negative emotions, it's actually over for me just being born this way. I can't even cope anymore. I either feel absolutely nothing or negative shit, nothing in between or above.

True, it makes life unbearable. I feel like shit if someone negatively criticizes me irl.

 

[1337hikki]

Drugs have helped me considerably. Still a big prob for me tho no doubt

 

[Deleted member 21770]

get benzos
seriously they are the cure

 

[1337hikki]

get benzos
seriously they are the cure

Agree altho u have to be careful with them. Not meant for daily use

Alcohol and CBD r both decent if benzos aren't an option

 

[Deleted member 34664]

True, it makes life unbearable. I feel like shit if someone negatively criticizes me irl.

same, like I will have insane mood swings where i feel godlike and so superior and then someone will criticize me or tell me something and it'll completely crush me and it'll consume me with negative feelings making me feel bad after just being on an insane emotional high.

 

[Ika-Sama]

same, like I will have insane mood swings where i feel godlike and so superior and then someone will criticize me or tell me something and it'll completely crush me and it'll consume me with negative feelings making me feel bad after just being on an insane emotional high.

This is why I'll never feel confident, I'm a failure at everything.

 

[Loner94]

It ain't easy

 

[Izayacel]

It ain't easy

 

[turbosperg]

I have the typical autistic personality:
- Low Openness to Experience
- Low Conscientiousness
- Low Extraversion
- Low Agreeableness
- High Neuroticism.

It is the LEAST socially desired personality profile.

The most desired is the opposite in each trait.

It's over.

 

[lumipallo]

I use them daily no problem. Xanax is the only one you can't use daily

Really? What kind of benzo can you use daily?

 

[1337hikki]

Valium

For how long? U haven't built any tolerance?

 

[1337hikki]

Like 2 months. No tolerance that I can notice.

iirc valium is way weaker than xanax so possible ig. makes it better for daily use

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Fuck man i'm so incredibly neurotic that it completely takes me over and it's fucking insane how strongly i experience negative emotions, it

An NT individual will never empathize with your plight.

(Wellness)

(Wellness)

 

[Mulattocel]

Same man it’s a death sentence

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Fuck man i'm so incredibly neurotic that it completely takes me over and it's fucking insane how strongly i experience negative emotions, it's actually over for me just being born this way. I can't even cope anymore. I either feel absolutely nothing or negative shit, nothing in between or above.

Relatable.

Audio stimuli seems especially strong for me. Some meme video with an obnoxious music blasting by surprise can legitimately send me into panic.