Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I'm actually asking, is there anyone else in this position?
I wonder what can we do? Cause idk about you, but for me being stuck at some office job for 8+ hours a day for the rest of my life sounds pretty much like hell incarnate, I'd actually rather have my nails pulled out and get waterboarded by the CIA.
But that's what's gonna end up happening, I'm going to wageslave at some shit office gig. And my mind blocks out my bleak future by distracting me with shit that I know will never happen, like maybe it'll be some job where I'll have downtime and be able to learn programming while stuck there and make my own project that will get big and make me passive income etc... But it's all ridiculous. All these years I've rotted and I was too mentally shattered to learn programming or do anything productive at all, I'm definitely not going to have the energy to do it while wageslaving and hating my life even more because of it. Not that jobs in this shit ass country have downtime anyway. They pay you peanuts but they ask for hard work. Also for all these years I've thought about every now and then and searched for some project or some side gig I could make and get money, but it's been futile cause nothing seemed worth doing, every avenue has a million flaws, all the risk in the world for mediocre rewards.
I wonder what can we do? Cause idk about you, but for me being stuck at some office job for 8+ hours a day for the rest of my life sounds pretty much like hell incarnate, I'd actually rather have my nails pulled out and get waterboarded by the CIA.
But that's what's gonna end up happening, I'm going to wageslave at some shit office gig. And my mind blocks out my bleak future by distracting me with shit that I know will never happen, like maybe it'll be some job where I'll have downtime and be able to learn programming while stuck there and make my own project that will get big and make me passive income etc... But it's all ridiculous. All these years I've rotted and I was too mentally shattered to learn programming or do anything productive at all, I'm definitely not going to have the energy to do it while wageslaving and hating my life even more because of it. Not that jobs in this shit ass country have downtime anyway. They pay you peanuts but they ask for hard work. Also for all these years I've thought about every now and then and searched for some project or some side gig I could make and get money, but it's been futile cause nothing seemed worth doing, every avenue has a million flaws, all the risk in the world for mediocre rewards.