It's Over How do i find the courage to kill myself and not be a pathetic coward about it?

[Coldone666]

36yo Virgin loser. Been a pathetic sub human my whole life.

I've lost the will to live, I just cant do it anymore but I'm a pathetic coward and I always chicken out of doing it.

I made another topic the other day that listed all the things wrong with me so I wont repeat them.

I've been looking into Nembutal or Nitrogen Gas as the ways to go but I could easily get scammed or not set it up properly and wind up being a vegetable lol. Just so life can have one more laugh at me.

I'm also scared of water, scared of heights and dont have acess to guns.

 

[just lonely]

this is bait im not answering.

 

[Skoga]

Personally I still enjoy my copes so I never think about roping. Cope till you rope they say.

 

[Govid_Dorious]

> if you are 36 and still here
will actually never rope

 

[Based Network]

i wonder if a masochist could enjoy being incel

 

[Backpaincel]

suicide is chad/stacy worship

 

[Based Network]

suicide is chad/stacy worship

yeah and suicide is a submissive behavior

 

[Backpaincel]

yeah and suicide is a submissive behavior

Never obey to soyciety

 

[Based Network]

Never obey to soyciety

That is correct because even rope is cope

 

[Coldone666]

i wonder if a masochist could enjoy being incel

I think being a masochists is one of the reasons I haven't done it yet. At least the pain makes me feel something.

 

[Based Network]

I think being a masochists is one of the reasons I haven't done it yet. At least the pain makes me feel something.

Pain without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out, you'll understand
Pain without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go up, you'll understand
Pain without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd like to feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
That you're wounded
You know, you know, you know, you know
That I'm here to save you
You know, you know, you know, you know
I'm always here for you
I know, I know, I know, I know
That you'll thank me later
Pain without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

suicide is chad/stacy worship

true, better take out some trash before going to sleep, if you get my drift

 

[Based Network]

true, better take out some trash before going to sleep, if you get my drift

Mashallah

 

[Coldone666]

I've seen the mosque video and the grocery store one. AR's are kind of hard to get Down Under though.

 

[Uncle Death]

GO ER IN REAL LIFE. TAKE OUT AS MANY THAT YOU CAN

 

[Friezacel]

GO ER IN REAL LIFE. TAKE OUT AS MANY THAT YOU CAN

 

[Coldone666]

What happened to the website, did it get hacked? It was down for hours and hours then i went to bed.

 

[RealSchizo]

Personally I still enjoy my copes so I never think about roping. Cope till you rope they say.

if you talk about league this game has become so trash to the point where i'd rather watch paint dry over playing this shit.

 

[Skoga]

if you talk about league this game has become so trash to the point where i'd rather watch paint dry over playing this shit.

I only play League with my 5 premade team. We play clash on weekends and sometimes flex 5 man during the week. With 4 friends it can be fun. But otherwise I agree, I wouldn't touch League if I played solo.