Do you know purely through social experiences throughout your life that no woman would find you attractive enough to date, or have you actually tried and failed to woo women in the past? If you have actually tried to woo women, how many did you attempt to make your gf before you gave up?
Tried through middle/highschool/Uni without much of any success despite what were in hindsight pretty tremendous efforts to get dates and sex. Also tried various dating apps for years. It may be notable for context that I wasn’t overweight or anything (not ripped though just normal weight) and I had good hygiene and put a lot of effort into how I dressed for some years there. Even tried joining extracurriculars that women were part of (didn’t work lol).
As I’m not quite as badly off as many of the forums it seems (might be a 5 or 6, have a small dick that’s also circumcised FML — if I took roids to get ripped or something + got hair transplant “maybe” I could crack 7 who knows lol — would never take roids in a million years personally), I was able to get a few dates in that time (never from dating apps though) and mostly in high school where it seems more women were naive/less experienced perhaps.
Never worked out though, for one girl I “thought” I was dating back then it turns out I was just a plate she was spinning and she never banged me only used me to pay for things/drive her around. She was banging other dudes the whole time. The only other girl I “dated” for a grand total of one day before she left me for her ex lol — we never even held hands, it was all over the phone and in hindsight she was probably just trying to make her ex jealous or something.
Same thing happened again in Uni — thought maybe we’d hit it off, but nope — just wanted me to drive her around and buy her alcohol lol/buy booze at the bar. Never banged so there’s our answer and once again found out she was spinning plates/I was just an orbiter while she fucked other guys.
Back then I was blue pulled and didn’t yet even grasp the dating/sex/relationship stat skew that exists, but eventually after trying so hard and failing I found TheRedPill/PUA but quickly learned that was bullshit too and graduated to theblackpill after reading up on blackpill science/studies/statistics for sex/marriage/dating and of course more harsh experiences/failure.
I did have the opportunity once to Betabux with a low value/jobless/older woman which I did for sometime (only reason I’m not a virgin), but once she moved in we NEVER had sex/I would try to initiate a lot but she’d always decline. She never initiated, she never sucked my dick, nothin. As soon as she moved in with me everything stopped lol.
She never tried to get a job and never paid any bills either — I paid for everything and she just sat around playing video games (badly) all day.
Once I realized the game/became blackpilled I ended that voluntarily — betabuxxing is no way to live if you’re not even going to get sex out of it much less have the parasite pay rent. “In conclusion” that’s why I’m a greycel lol — fuck this world where only the rich, women, and Chad are allowed to be happy and get access to sex and relationships. Lurkers reading this won’t believe me, but they should go educate themselves on objective reality by reading over all the valid blackpill science studies that demonstrate what we’re saying. Too bad they won’t and even if they did they would deny the truth anyway, but I’m getting off topic.
