Story How my cringy teenage bluepilled plan failed and i shouldve been dead by now

[Witchy_hyena]

After a series of unfortunate events i chose to go all the way since i was 16. I always sucked at things like math and logic .but was talented in creative things . foids never found me attractive by default so i thought i could rebelmax and drugmax and creativemax and atleast have some appreciation oh how i was wrong. i was good at singing but ppl didnt appreciate it they saw it more like a circus attraction and ridiculed me for it . i didnt want to see that at that time so i embarrassed myself over and over by doing it till my dumbass finally realized i was being seen as a joke . Then i got into music like the doors . led zeppelin . the rolling stones and was very intrigued by the melodys and lyrics they had and just the energy that came out of them.so i wanted to write poems and songs which i fking sucked at in the beginning unless i got stoned drunk and hypnotized af. So as my biology dictates i wanted to do that to get ppl to like me and see me as worthy human being atleast .
So my edgy dumbass teenage bluepilled plan was to drive myself insane and selfdestruct on purpose and become an animal to atleast accomplish something in life and accept my early death at 27 for it
Well that shit sure didnt work out as i wanted it too !
I have a full book of poems no one gives a fuck . im too fking ugly to ever even make a living as an artist or even be accepted in a normal job
And im a fking alcoholic and my body doesnt feel like giving up even though it shouldve a long fking time ago .
Im fking destined to become the neighbourhoods drunk creep who ppl dont trust cause they can see the insanity and depravation in my eyes .and since i dont feel like roping .im just gonna keep living like this and ldar and accept that i was once a hyena . and will always be a hyena

 

[NEETard]

Dear diary

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Dear diary

Lmao yes

 

[Words2_live_bye]

Dear diary

 

[ihaveno1]

Sorry to hear, OP.

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Sorry to hear, OP.

Meh its fine just wanted to share the story with you guys.

 

[草食系]

im too fking ugly to ever even make a living as an artist

Tell that to Skrillex and PSY.

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Tell that to Skrillex and PSY.

They got very fking lucky

 

[WarriorSkull]

Tell that to Skrillex and PSY.

Skrillex is gay and PSY is from a connected family.

 

[草食系]

Skrillex is gay and PSY is from a connected family.

You need more than that to become a successful male artist. They are both really good at what they're doing.

They got very fking lucky

Every successful artist is lucky.

 

[WarriorSkull]

You need more than that to become a successful male artist. They are both really good at what they're doing.

Every successful artist is lucky.

Sure, but no one denys looks are really important in music because generally women are a majority of the highest paying consumers. I think Daniel Johnston is the only example of an ugly male rising from nothing to notoriety on pure musical talent that I can think of post boomer times.

 

[Emba]

Only jews can be "artists."

My condolences.

 

[草食系]

Sure, but no one denys looks are really important in music because generally women are a majority of the highest paying consumers. I think Daniel Johnston is the only example of an ugly male rising from nothing to notoriety on pure musical talent that I can think of post boomer times.

Yes, but some artists like PSY can become successful because they don't fit the beauty standards.

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Only jews can be "artists."

My condolences.

Its fine i was just a dumbass ngl

 

[Emba]

Its fine i was just a dumbass ngl

Ok

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Ok

I wish someone blackpilled me back then tbh

 

[Emba]

I wish someone blackpilled me back then tbh

Yeah me too.

I would have thugmaxxed.
(Or died trying.)

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Yeah me too.

I would have thugmaxxed.
(Or died trying.)

Hmm interesting never thought bout what i wouldve done prolly ldar anyway xD

 

[Emba]

Hmm interesting never thought bout what i wouldve done prolly ldar anyway xD

I did the hermitmaxxing instead

 

[Witchy_hyena]

I did the hermitmaxxing instead

I wanna do same or go full neet but have no idea how to go about it

 

[Emba]

I wanna do same or go full neet but have no idea how to go about it

Research it. It's cheap and easy if you have basic survival skills.

The main keywords arr

"Stealth camping"

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Research it. It's cheap and easy if you have basic survival skills.

The main keywords arr

"Stealth camping"

Yeh true but where i live its like fking legoland theres not much nature i been looking on this site called roadjunkie its for ppl who wanna live like nomads and travel the world while surviving on no money

 

[Emba]

Yeh true but where i live its like fking legoland theres not much nature i been looking on this site called roadjunkie its for ppl who wanna live like nomads and travel the world while surviving on no money

Seems like a club...of Chads. :€

I guess it's harder in the EU. Have to urban camp = dangerous without a group.

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Seems like a club...of Chads. :€

I guess it's harder in the EU. Have to urban camp = dangerous without a group.

I wouldnt go with a group hell no. i would go alone and hyena around in villages and steal food and drinks then bolt into the woods as i travel further . my main concern would be being able to sleep in peace and not getting robbed or break my leg. Things like that

 

[草食系]

Sure, but no one denys looks are really important in music because generally women are a majority of the highest paying consumers. I think Daniel Johnston is the only example of an ugly male rising from nothing to notoriety on pure musical talent that I can think of post boomer times.

Perhaps this hit has a double meaning

 

[Emba]

I wouldnt go with a group hell no. i would go alone and hyena around in villages and steal food and drinks then bolt into the woods as i travel further . my main concern would be being able to sleep in peace and not getting robbed or break my leg. Things like that

Find some kind of "resort town" and get a shit job like janitor or dishwasher. I did that when i was younger. That way you can get a free meal, and sometimes a free or cheap place to live.

 

[Witchy_hyena]

Find some kind of "resort town" and get a shit job like janitor or dishwasher. I did that when i was younger. That way you can get a free meal, and sometimes a free or cheap place to live.

Yee i heard in southern france you can work in the grapefields where they make wine. and do that

 

[Deleted member 17606]

Hand in that circus of a life youve been living, get your CDL and hit the road buddy

Only jews can be "artists."

 

[Emba]

Yee i heard in southern france you can work in the grapefields where they make wine. and do that

Oui oui.

Hand in that circus of a life youve been living, get your CDL and hit the road buddy

Thank you driver...