Venting How old were you when you realised you weren't going to have a successful sexlife?

[gotet]

I remember when I was 13 and started to get a hold of my first pornos. I saw this guy perform in every single one of them. His name was Peter North and he was superior to the other male performers. He boasted with the biggest cock, the biggest muscles, the biggest cumshot and so on. As an impressionable youth I saw that and I thought: I want to be like that guy! I AM going to be like that guy!

Peter North often had sex with two or more girls at the same time and I thought: Wow! This is amazing! I can't wait until I grow up in a few years and get to experience all this hot and wild sex for myself. Just like Peter North right!

When I was around 18 I slowly started to realise that maybe all this Peter North stuff wouldn't come true. But I did not give up. I went out to bars and clubs and devestated my body in hopes of finally reaching that sweet sex. Just like Peter North did on a daily basis right?

Finally around 20 I came to the conclusion that I never could become like Peter North. All those young and hot girls, all that hedonistic and wild sex could never be mine.

I saw the hot girls still pleasuring Peter North. Sucking his balls, offering up their tight anuses to him while I remained sexless. It was quite bitter.

At what age did you realise you were never going to have a successful sex life?

 

[Lonelyus]

19

 

[FrothySolutions]

You realized as soon as you turned 18? You had only just started being an adult. You had already given up on yourself?

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Nineteen was a decent age.

...

 

[gotet]

You realized as soon as you turned 18? You had only just started being an adult. You had already given up on yourself?

Being 18 and still not getting my dick wet made me doubt that I could ever be like Peter North, yes. But I hadn't given up yet. I still clung to the dream and I still persued it. I was going to be like Peter North no matter what!

Around 20 I crash landed and it was a horrible feeling knowing that you couldn't have all that nasty sex with all those hot girls like Peter North did.

 

[Vendetta]

13 in middle school

 

[tandoorichickencel]

Around 14-16

 

[Adolf Kitler]

this faggot is always obsessed with peter north

 

[gotet]

13 in middle school

That is brutal! I feel for you Bro.

 

[prajeet88]

this faggot is always obsessed with peter north

IKR. Closet homo IMO

 

[Vendetta]

That is brutal! I feel for you Bro.

there was this tallfag female at the time i was like 5'3 and she was 5'6 heightmogging me and she was simping for this fucking 5'9 "tallfag" chink but yeah i outgrew him now and hes still sub5 facially and he didnt grow after middle school at all

 

[Mortis]

Oh very early. Probably 13

 

[gotet]

this faggot is always obsessed with peter north

I thought I could BE like Peter North when I was younger. I wanted to have sex with two or more girls at once just like he did.

If you are honest with yourself wouldn't you rather have that life? Slaying over 14.000 hot girls? Living in an expensive mansion and collecting sport cars?

 

[supersoldier]

17-18

 

[LeFrenchCel]

16 or 17

 

[gotet]

IKR. Closet homo IMO

And you wouldn't like to be like Peter North? Yeah right!

 

[Nick Fuentes]

bro white people are fucking insane

 

[gotet]

there was this tallfag female at the time i was like 5'3 and she was 5'6 heightmogging me and she was simping for this fucking 5'9 "tallfag" chink but yeah i outgrew him now and hes still sub5 facially and he didnt grow after middle school at all

Now you height mog that mofo bro. Good!

 

[EnviadoVerde]

16

 

[gotet]

Oh very early. Probably 13

Damn! That is way to early Bro.

 

[Vendetta]

Now you height mog that mofo bro. Good!

i go to the same college as him hes still sub5 but now hes a gymcel

 

[Mortis]

Damn! That is way to early Bro.

I always had a strong feeling that getting a girlfriend was going to be impossible

 

[gotet]

i go to the same college as him hes still sub5 but now hes a gymcel

I say hit the weights and musclemaxx that goon. You got this!

 

[AutisticMonstrosity]

4-5 years old. at 6 in kindergarten I already knew I won't ever be successfull with girls

 

[RicaGames]

18 when I got completely bald.

 

[gotet]

I always had a strong feeling that getting a girlfriend was going to be impossible

It really sucks! When you are young you have so much hope and hope can be so powerful.

I was in for a rude awakening around 18.

 

[gotet]

4-5 years old. at 6 in kindergarten I already knew I won't ever be successfull with girls

No! You are kidding right! When you are that young you are so full of hope and dreams.

 

[gotet]

18 when I got completely bald.

Sad to hear that Bro. We deserve better in life...

 

[Thaway]

For it to FULLY sink in it took me until my early 20s. I always felt left out before that but was so sourrounded by blue pilled think that i never came to thruthful realizations, the copium was strong.

 

[FrothySolutions]

Being 18 and still not getting my dick wet made me doubt that I could ever be like Peter North, yes. But I hadn't given up yet. I still clung to the dream and I still persued it. I was going to be like Peter North no matter what!

Around 20 I crash landed and it was a horrible feeling knowing that you couldn't have all that nasty sex with all those hot girls like Peter North did.

You were not getting your dick wet as a minor.

 

[Vendetta]

I say hit the weights and musclemaxx that goon. You got this!

heh the female is now a white stacy while both me and that nigger rot

 

[gotet]

For it to FULLY sink in it took me until my early 20s. I always felt left out before that but was so sourrounded by blue pilled think that i never came to thruthful realizations, the copium was strong.

Around the same age as it hit me then. I was also blue pilled. Thinking i could be like Peter North, I mean wtf! I was so naive to even consider that.

 

[gotet]

You were not getting your dick wet as a minor.

No my dick was dry as a desert before I got to 18 and unfortunately it still is...

 

[foidrapist69]

Around 15

When I was in primary school I already started being interested in these things but because of bullying and rejection I had no chances. I realized there's nothing I can do soon after going to middle school, seeing that despite different environment (even making expression of friendly to me at first), it's still the same

 

[gotet]

heh the female is now a white stacy while both me and that nigger rot

Let that "nigger" rot. I hope you make it sometime.

 

[GooberMcKee]

i suspected when i was 15 when i looked at my home life, then 20 when i stopped growing

 

[1nsomniak]

16

 

[gotet]

Around 20 seems to be a common figure...

It's sad really...

 

[copecel00]

I was 22 and I know nothing would change

 

[PurgatoryPass]

For me it's been in cycles. I suppose i need to get my deep throating up to finally swallow the blackpill for reals.

 

[gotet]

For me it's been in cycles. I suppose i need to get my deep throating up to finally swallow the blackpill for reals.

It would be quite nice to be blue pilled for a couple of days now and then...

 

[PurgatoryPass]

It would be quite nice to be blue pilled for a couple of days now and then...

Uh huh try hearing from a friend of a friend that a girl liked you in highschool, and feel the blue pill in the form of bitter regret. It's like maybe I had a very slim chance to develop semi healthy but now it's gone forever and you're blackpilled again.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Damn! That is way to early Bro.

 

[gotet]

Uh huh try hearing from a friend of a friend that a girl liked you in highschool, and feel the blue pill in the form of bitter regret. It's like maybe I had a very slim chance to develop semi healthy but now it's gone forever and you're blackpilled again.

I was so naive. Thinking i was going to slay like some big shot huh. Like the mighty Peter North! I was delusion being that young but in one way it was a blessing.

 

[Twinkcel]

living in Saudi Arabia and being a social outcast meant I never spoken to a female or realized what’s sexual competition is. As soon as I turned 21 I started visiting escorts which made things worse by giving me the illusion that I can get women all I had to do is get a better hair cut, go to the gym, buy a better car and eventually some how a woman will magically appear in my life. That was my red pill phase which lasted a few years. Unfortunately whatever I did to attract women was a complete waste of time. Got a haircut, now I’m balding. Went to the gym, injured my shoulder. Got a shoulder surgery, injured my knee. But my true blackpill moment was when I started to go out on the weekends with a guy from work and witnessing how girls treat him much better. Every time we meet he shows me a photo of a new girl he is talking to while no women ever talked to me. I stopped going out and I even stopped spending money to save for plastic surgeries. I already fixed most of my teeth I just need to get one more implant and I had gyno surgery. Next I’m planning a double jaw surgery, hair transplant and knee surgery to be able to gymmaxx again. Those surgeries are my last home. If they don’t make me attractive enough to attract women I don’t know what will.

 

[FrothySolutions]

No my dick was dry as a desert before I got to 18 and unfortunately it still is...

My point is, you weren't supposed to be having sex as a minor anyway, so it's weird to be like "Argh I'm an adult now and I haven't had sex it's ovER"

 

[kanyewestisdagoat]

like 13 to 16

 

[gotet]

My point is, you weren't supposed to be having sex as a minor anyway, so it's weird to be like "Argh I'm an adult now and I haven't had sex it's ovER"

OK, I get you. Well it was so many kids being sexually active during 13-18 at my schools. You always heard everyone talk about it.

There was even a couple that had sex in the bathroom once at my old school. They were 14 BTW.

Seeing Peter North have all this perverted sex and the kids at school doing the very same I thought it would only be a while before it would be mine turn.

Everything was so sexual. All the girls wearing thongs so you could see their whale tails in class. Just like the girls Peter North was screwing. Reaching 18 and never even kissed a girl really opened my naive eyes.

 

[Fifita]

When Norwood Reaper visited me in teens

 

[wasteofspace]

8. When the Becky I had a crush on laughed when her Chad friend made fun of me