PERFECTWAVE
Mechanical Frenchcel
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- Joined
- Jul 9, 2022
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The end is near for me
I have failed 3 fukin times to end this shit and somethings really clear appears to me
I didnt and i never had balls. Hell how a subhuman droping from every university class and devoid of any ambition for himself can do such drastic things like jumping from a cliff or roping??
All i did was girly things like cutting wrist, trying to drown by swimming towards the horizon at 3 AM only to get noticed and caught by fishermen and taking hard liquor with meds but end up vomiting cuz i have manlet stomach and i did this 3 attempt in the span of 3 days coz here in france u can easly end up locked in psychatric hospistal, thank god these fishermen where busy with work and i already wasted lot of there times so they let me go
All of this happened in december, i just didnt wanted to see 2022 another shitty hopeless loner year
But there is a big problem, my parent start to ask question about why i wear arm sleeves 24/7 since the start of 2022 + i saw one of the fishermen buying stuff at my mom pastry, it will be the end for me if he tell my parent that he found me swimming naked at 3am in the cold ocean at 2 miles from the coast with 3 massive wounds in my left arm
Im living in fear now, i need to go to switzerland and fool them to off me or i will end up jailed in psychiatric asylum with crazy people
I have failed 3 fukin times to end this shit and somethings really clear appears to me
I didnt and i never had balls. Hell how a subhuman droping from every university class and devoid of any ambition for himself can do such drastic things like jumping from a cliff or roping??
All i did was girly things like cutting wrist, trying to drown by swimming towards the horizon at 3 AM only to get noticed and caught by fishermen and taking hard liquor with meds but end up vomiting cuz i have manlet stomach and i did this 3 attempt in the span of 3 days coz here in france u can easly end up locked in psychatric hospistal, thank god these fishermen where busy with work and i already wasted lot of there times so they let me go
All of this happened in december, i just didnt wanted to see 2022 another shitty hopeless loner year
But there is a big problem, my parent start to ask question about why i wear arm sleeves 24/7 since the start of 2022 + i saw one of the fishermen buying stuff at my mom pastry, it will be the end for me if he tell my parent that he found me swimming naked at 3am in the cold ocean at 2 miles from the coast with 3 massive wounds in my left arm
Im living in fear now, i need to go to switzerland and fool them to off me or i will end up jailed in psychiatric asylum with crazy people
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