Every time whenever someone shits on me and i stand up for my self, the normie scums are telling me that i have very high ego and self esteem while supporting the provoker, in reality my self esteem is smacked so much that i dont open up to anyone anymore and i even stopped having friendly conversations with people, and whenever i tried blending with the normie scum, they were ignoring me or making fun of me. And when i stop talking with anyone and become quiet, then they think i am some psychotic creep. Yet ppl tell me just be confident, open up yourself and talknwith people more, there is literally no hope and all odds are against me every time, born as an pathetic incel, will die as an pathetic incel