Venting I am a deeply unhappy person

[Mortis]

Just like most on this forum, I am extremely unhappy. I have especially been feeling extremely bad about my life these last few weeks and all that misery has genuinely transformed into physiological pain.

Why must life be this shitty? The fact that it was all because of chance makes it infinitely worse.

Am I a bad person? Do I deserve this? Is this all my fault? Nigga I don't know anymore. I am in too much pain to even think about anything anymore...if I had anymore tears left to cry then I'd be crying oceans.

 

[copemaxx9002]

Am I a bad person? Do I deserve this? Is this all my fault?

no a bad person wouldnt ask such things.

 

[Mortis]

Am I a bad person? Do I deserve this? Is this all my fault?

no a bad person wouldnt ask such things.

I dont know what to believe anymore

 

[Bianor]

a bad person wouldnt ask such things

 

[The Vampire]

Just like most on this forum, I am extremely unhappy. I have especially been feeling extremely bad about my life these last few weeks and all that misery has genuinely transformed into physiological pain.

Why must life be this shitty? The fact that it was all because of chance makes it infinitely worse.

Am I a bad person? Do I deserve this? Is this all my fault? Nigga I don't know anymore. I am in too much pain to even think about anything anymore...if I had anymore tears left to cry then I'd be crying oceans.

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I wouldn't say it's anybody's fault, that's just how biology works, and nor just for us, this has been happening as long as there has been life on Earth. We just happened to draw the losing straw.

 

[Mortis]

We just happened to draw the losing straw.

I just can't cope with that...we have just one life and its the worst possible scenario...

 

[The Vampire]

I just can't cope with that...we have just one life and its the worst possible scenario...

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i try not to let it consume me that much.