Often companies also try to help their employees finding a place if they are in a situation like this, so maybe you could try to explain your situation to your employer
JFL If you think I can do this. I'm too fucking high inhib to even go to the break room and u asking me to ask for shit like this? I wanna kill myself every time we have progress meetings and we have those every week. Fucking every week I have to go into a room with 8 other people who all mog me and explain to them why the fuck I did not do anything useful for the whole week because I'm a fucking massive dumb fuck who is trying his hardest not to get fired from this STEM job. Bro I do my best here but this shit is fucking hard I don't have IQ big enough to comprehend all this shit. I always fucking have weird problems and I spend hours fixing them just to run out of time for my actual task JFL. I no idea how I lasted a year here but I don't mind this work is actually pretty chill especially when you don't know what the fuck you are doing lol.
Legit just 2 weeks ago I was coding an REST API for our government database system I made 5 builds for it and all failed lmao. Even some guy fucking got pissed at me and emailed me and told me to stop fucking building shit because it's fucking failing and told me to fix it first before I build it.
Lmao I was so scared to build it after that email that I spend 10 hours trying to fix all errors but then the build failed anyway JFL at that SHIT man.
But that's not the best part.
The best part is.
When I fucking finally builded it. I accidentally overwrote some very important file and the whole system basically got fucked and the entire team had to reverse all the work we did this week. xDDD
Luckily, nobody knew it was me because fucking thank god the file in question gets constantly overwritten automatically so my name did not show on the file (but it's like recursive update changes so the change I made fucked everything up and did not get overwritten by the automatic updates so it wasn't detected). Lmao everybody was so pissed they blamed it on the other team lmao. I even said it must be the other team since they are the ones responsible for this file even though I knew it was me lol.
Anyway.
It's fucking over bro don't ask me to do some impossible shit like this.
I have been here a year and I barely know a name of any of my coworkers let alone I never speak to them.