JellyJam
Officer
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- Joined
- Oct 1, 2019
- Posts
- 980
Honestly even while I’ve been blackpilled for a long time, I’ve always held out a small piece of hope that one day I will leave my parents house, move to a new city and everything else will just fall into place. My new community would embrace me, young women would just fall into my lap and guy friends would just pop up out of nowhere
SILLY ME
I am short, ethnic, hideous, literally everybody in my family dislikes, doesn’t care for or barely tolerates me. I have nobody. No loved ones. I have no interesting experiences, I’m inarticulate and I’m aging rapidly, my best years are behind me. People my age have careers, houses and families now. People my age have more pleasant fun social experiences than they can even remember. I, on the other hand, have never been to a party, club or bar. I don’t even know what normal people do on weekends. I haven’t left my house on weekend night for anything other than work since I was a teenager
I harbor way too much animosity and resentment towards the general female population to ever accept one in my life. Why? Where was this when I was 16? 18? 22? I was hurting, alone and depressed while you were fully enjoying the best years of your life? You wouldn’t have pissed on me if we were on fire when we were 19. Fuck off.
I will never fit in anywhere. I hate my own race and other races hate me
My only hope is to moneymaxx and pay foids for intimacy. I’m gonna get called a cuck for that but unfortunately we are hardwired to crave intimacy from the opposite sex. I will never get into a legitimate committed relationship even if the opportunity presented itself. I’m too bitter and children? Forget about it. Fuck
SILLY ME
I am short, ethnic, hideous, literally everybody in my family dislikes, doesn’t care for or barely tolerates me. I have nobody. No loved ones. I have no interesting experiences, I’m inarticulate and I’m aging rapidly, my best years are behind me. People my age have careers, houses and families now. People my age have more pleasant fun social experiences than they can even remember. I, on the other hand, have never been to a party, club or bar. I don’t even know what normal people do on weekends. I haven’t left my house on weekend night for anything other than work since I was a teenager
I harbor way too much animosity and resentment towards the general female population to ever accept one in my life. Why? Where was this when I was 16? 18? 22? I was hurting, alone and depressed while you were fully enjoying the best years of your life? You wouldn’t have pissed on me if we were on fire when we were 19. Fuck off.
I will never fit in anywhere. I hate my own race and other races hate me
My only hope is to moneymaxx and pay foids for intimacy. I’m gonna get called a cuck for that but unfortunately we are hardwired to crave intimacy from the opposite sex. I will never get into a legitimate committed relationship even if the opportunity presented itself. I’m too bitter and children? Forget about it. Fuck