No matter how hard I try to educate myself, arm myself, try my best to use past wisdom and act normal, I always end up being exploited by these people when I encounter them probably be[UWSL]cause of autism, low IQ and bad upbringing:[/UWSL]
- I am unable to lie because my facial expressions and body language always tell a different story and so I am forced to always be honest.
- I am unable to make the right decisions due to second guessing, low IQ and nervousness. Whenever I'm under pressure, I always end up doing wrong the thing because my confidence is too low to do what's right , IQ is too low too low to process everything and too nervous to make my move.
- I am unable to be mindful of the present because I had too many negative experiences that my mind always zone out with my fantasies because reality is too hard to face.
- I am unable to act normal because of trauma so my eyes are always wandering rapidly, movements always fidgety, and I walk like a drunk. I have no control over how stupid I act. It's all automatic/unconscious.
Born as prey and will die as a prey. Being a bad liar will probably lead to prison/mental asylum/death in the future. Being a mentally slow person will probably lead to jobless/homelessness/poverty/getting robbed/death in the future. Being a daydreamer will lead probably to an extremely dangerous situation and death in the future. Being unable to act normal will probably attract bad people in the future who will endlessly torment me and I won't be able to fight them because I'm weak physically and mentally.
- I am unable to lie because my facial expressions and body language always tell a different story and so I am forced to always be honest.
- I am unable to make the right decisions due to second guessing, low IQ and nervousness. Whenever I'm under pressure, I always end up doing wrong the thing because my confidence is too low to do what's right , IQ is too low too low to process everything and too nervous to make my move.
- I am unable to be mindful of the present because I had too many negative experiences that my mind always zone out with my fantasies because reality is too hard to face.
- I am unable to act normal because of trauma so my eyes are always wandering rapidly, movements always fidgety, and I walk like a drunk. I have no control over how stupid I act. It's all automatic/unconscious.
Born as prey and will die as a prey. Being a bad liar will probably lead to prison/mental asylum/death in the future. Being a mentally slow person will probably lead to jobless/homelessness/poverty/getting robbed/death in the future. Being a daydreamer will lead probably to an extremely dangerous situation and death in the future. Being unable to act normal will probably attract bad people in the future who will endlessly torment me and I won't be able to fight them because I'm weak physically and mentally.
