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Edmund_Kemper
Disregard my larping efforts. I can’t change it.
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dealing with this shitty life i live, i plan to possibly commit suicide someday. i feel like it's inevitable. and i'm no longer afraid of death. even if there's no afterlife i will still rope. but i still hope that there's heaven or that maybe God will agree to give me a second chance at life starting at birth (or at least right before the first day of high school if that can work). because of something i noticed about myself that none of you (or anyone for that matter) would believe, i feel like God might pick me of all the billions of people to be given a 2nd chance. I cannot wait for my death if things don't get better (and they probably won't get better).
i'm very excited for my death. but i have now become more spiritual because there are no atheists in foxholes. And i wasn't an atheist or anything but i was an irreligious Muslim in a foxhole. Now I realize my life is getting worse and worse and i don't see hope. I feel my suicide is inevitable. I already looked up about gun laws in my state and i feel i can obtain one to commit suicide. I just have to be careful so my parents don't find out since i live with them.
for more information, check out this thread: https://incels.is/threads/am-i-the-chosen-one-do-i-have-powers-am-i-a-reincarnation-of-jesus.280759/
@Mainländer thoughts?
i'm very excited for my death. but i have now become more spiritual because there are no atheists in foxholes. And i wasn't an atheist or anything but i was an irreligious Muslim in a foxhole. Now I realize my life is getting worse and worse and i don't see hope. I feel my suicide is inevitable. I already looked up about gun laws in my state and i feel i can obtain one to commit suicide. I just have to be careful so my parents don't find out since i live with them.
for more information, check out this thread: https://incels.is/threads/am-i-the-chosen-one-do-i-have-powers-am-i-a-reincarnation-of-jesus.280759/
@Mainländer thoughts?