I called an escort today

[Deleted member 40842]

As a 26 KHHV, I decided to call an escort. I found a cute one on a website and phoned her. My voice was so shaky and my hands were shaking too and I made an appointment for 1 hour. And I showered, got dressed and suddenly got a really bad panic attack because of my anxiety. So I canceled it.

I am such a pathetic loser. I realised my only sexual thing with a woman is the paid thing but I failed here too.

 

[Animecel2D]

 

[unique_freak]

Maybe you should re-schedule an appointment and then drink a beer before she comes over. That will take the edge off. I lost my virginity by getting drunk and then walking the streets of Las Vegas looking for a streetwalker.

 

[Deleted member 40842]

jfl at being afraid of a cum dumpster tho. guess God instilled that irrational fear in u to protect you from fornication.

Now I feel like a loser I couldn't do such thing. Such idiot fear....I am angry at myself

 

[Deleted member 40842]

it's a good thing ur a coward in this sense. dont waste ur virginity on a nasty vile whore.

And die without having experienced sexual things? I was just too pussy to go. And I panicked.

 

[Deleted member 40842]

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Ok. I knew I am a pathetic autistic loser who can't do anything with a woman even a simple paid act....

 

[TheCatMan]

Try again.

 

[Deleted member 40842]

What would you do if you were in my position tho? Seriously asking.

 

[Deleted member 40842]

play elden ring and drink some cola

And giving up completely on thoughts of going to escorts?

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

pathetc

 

[Deleted member 40842]

pathetc

I know, but at least I tried and failed.

 

[Deleted member 40842]

yeah. they're filthy whores

Whores, but the only women we incels can touch. So...

 

[BlkPillPres]

I know, but at least I tried and failed.

You didn't actually try though, you cancelled the escort. You can't self sabotage and then say "I tried", it doesn't work like that.

 

[Greyandoldcel]

Use a benzo beforehand or have a stiff drink instead. I would go with the former tbh. Although, my first experience I went with both. Don't recommend in case you blackout.

 

[allDead]

Fucking pussy

 

[TheValeYard]

"Just be confident bro"

 

[Misogynist Curry 卐]

I am also virgin and thinking about fucking escorts. I can feel you bro

 

[zionpill]

As a 26 KHHV, I decided to call an escort. I found a cute one on a website and phoned her. My voice was so shaky and my hands were shaking too and I made an appointment for 1 hour. And I showered, got dressed and suddenly got a really bad panic attack because of my anxiety. So I canceled it.

I am such a pathetic loser. I realised my only sexual thing with a woman is the paid thing but I failed here too.

bruh id prob be nervous but not shaking. what site did u use?

 

[ResidentHell]

Its possible you are either still to some degree, or you are still struggling to manage the emotional trauma that you felt from having exp in the past. Hence the behaviour you described when contact with escort

 

[ResidentHell]

You have to understand two things:

1) Almost every woman over 18 is practically a whore. Which means it doesnt really matter how you go about getting pussy from a +18 year old woman. Escort and ordinary foid, they are practically the same - The only real difference between the two is that, one of them is much more open and honest about the conditions under which they let men touch their pussy. The majority of sexually active females in society (which is at least 80% of all females) are getting their brains fucked out at least every 1 - 2 weeks. But most of them are branchswingers, they will go max 2 - 3 years before searching for new dick. The majority of romantic relationships end in divorce / break-up, mostly initiated by the woman. Many women cheat on their male partner by having "sneaky links" and spontaneous hookups on night out (At least 10% of all humans who were born from parents in a heterosexual relationship are "cucked babies")

2) Statistically speaking. If you over 25 with no exp of pussy, you are almost certainly going to remain that way for life. Unless you are actually infertile, the only reason why you hit this age with 0 pussy is because you were either non-NT / social awkward or not attractive to women.

You have to understand in this day and age with Gen Z foids, the only sensible and viable solution for any fertile virgin man over 25 who wants sex is escortmaxx.