Mortis
The Senator of Suffering & Minister of Misery
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- Jun 8, 2022
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I feel people are quick to say this but once you truly expierence it, it's something really derealising. I saw a picture of myself from a year ago and apart from my sub-par looks my mental state then compared to it now has a day and night difference.
I genuinely don't know who the guy in the mirror is, I genuinely don't know this fucking freak.
My life is just degenerating so fast that I change every week. I thought I had the worst day of my life 3 months ago, but now I just wish i could go back to october.
I think I am going absolutely insane AND NO ONE WANTS TO HELP ME. WHY DOES NO ONE CARE ABOUT ME. GOODNESS GRACIOUS WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS, WHY HAS THIS WORLD FORSAKEN ME.
I genuinely don't know who the guy in the mirror is, I genuinely don't know this fucking freak.
My life is just degenerating so fast that I change every week. I thought I had the worst day of my life 3 months ago, but now I just wish i could go back to october.
I think I am going absolutely insane AND NO ONE WANTS TO HELP ME. WHY DOES NO ONE CARE ABOUT ME. GOODNESS GRACIOUS WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS, WHY HAS THIS WORLD FORSAKEN ME.