I feel like my life has no meaning anymore.

[Lonelyus]

I touched my coffee mug and just didnt care about the pain the warm cup gave my hand
Im aleredy in so much apathy that i dont know what i can take anymore, Pain, Misery, Mental,
physically, A grave is better than this.

Christ i wish i wasnt born, Its all so tiresome.

I go around the city and i see happy couples, I get looks of disgust.

Why even make me in the first place... Why couldnt the goverment painlessly just kill me so i could rest in peace.
I see no greater benefit to this life other than being a waste on the planet, I feel like ill never be good enough anywhere.

All my attempts fail.

Its all so tiresome


I wish i had value as a human being, Not just the shell i live in which
others dont even like, Theres still a person iniside this shell that is hurting badly.

 

[Hexagon77]

Why coffee? Wouldn't hot water just work? Seems like a waste of good caffeine to cope with.

 

[Lonelyus]

Why coffee? Wouldn't hot water just work? Seems like a waste of good caffeine to cope with.

I didnt pour it on me, I touched the hot coffee mug until it started hurting, Coffee is fine.

Also dont encourage this, Im in extreme apathy and i feel like i might kill myself at any moment.

I cant fucking see myself as 30, Day by day is going faster towards 30! Then ill be 40 then ill be 50, Pain will never end, I will be lonely and seen as creepier and creepier.

I edited the title, It should be more clear now.

I just wanted to vent.

 

[Lonelyus]

How to be human part 1:

 

[Hexagon77]

I didnt pour it on me, I touched the hot coffee mug until it started hurting, Coffee is fine.

Also dont encourage this, Im in extreme apathy and i feel like i might kill myself at any moment.

I cant fucking see myself as 30, Day by day is going faster towards 30! Then ill be 40 then ill be 50, Pain will never end, I will be lonely and seen as creepier and creepier.

I edited the title, It should be more clear now.

You're apathetic but you care about me "encouraging" you? Why even post about it man. And to be honest I am probably even more apathatic, I do not care if you kill yourself and I think everyone here could rope any day if it goes bad enough.

 

[Lonelyus]

I dont feel like a human anymore, Im certainly not treated humanely anywhere, What am i then?
Just a soul wondering in thoughts trapped in a body?

 

[Lonelyus]

You're apathetic but you care about me "encouraging" you? Why even post about it man. And to be honest I am probably even more apathatic, I do not care if you kill yourself and I think everyone here could rope any day if it goes bad enough.

Because i need to vent, I dont need uncaring spores like you, I come to the forum to find a community where i am welcomed and can vent about my problems in my daily life and maybe find other in the same situation called inceldom.

 

[Max Doltman]

Because i need to vent, I dont need uncaring spores like you, I come to the forum to find a community where i am welcomed

YOU BLOCK PEOPLE WHO WERE FRIENDLY TO YOU. stupid asshole.

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Same dude. I just wake up to wageslave at my shit job tbh

 

[der_komische]

you have to work with the genetic value you are given and make the most out of it
if you cant add any value to a womans life you are gonna die alone

 

[droppeddogs]

Life is meaningless. You have to be distracted with something to enjoy it. That goes for everybody. It's just that they have more and better distractions